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Post by Jgains on Jan 14, 2004 23:29:55 GMT -5
" Good..." he said in a low voice staring down as he closed his eyes why do I always push people away... he thought to himself as he stared down with a frown on his face
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Post by paine on Jan 14, 2004 23:43:31 GMT -5
The next morning Paine stood upsreatching, opening the blinds back up, and lighting a ciggarette. She didnt even look towards Josh's direction, and she grabbed her bag and walked out of the room.
She walked through the train, and like always to the dining car. "These places always look better." she smiled to her self standing in thecenter of the room. A waiter came up to her, and she did her usual order, of a doggy bag with rice cookies.
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Post by Jgains on Jan 15, 2004 21:02:50 GMT -5
After getting up he stared out the window staring out at the passing scenery. He felt his stomache growl as he put his hand over it, he hadnt eaten anything at all for the past two days straight... He wouldnt let it bother him though. He wouldnt get food... not here...
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Post by paine on Jan 15, 2004 21:26:23 GMT -5
She walked back in the room, sitting on the bed pulling out the cooies and shoving them in her mouth. "I wouldnt go out there, dodging them is hard." she pulled a soda out of her leather bag, and gave a quick glance to him and back to her cookies.
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Post by Jgains on Jan 15, 2004 21:29:33 GMT -5
" Im not hungry..." he said staring downwards, it was a lie but who cared really? His eye lids shut as he just stood there still leaning against the wall keeping his back to her
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Post by paine on Jan 15, 2004 21:32:28 GMT -5
"I didnt ask." she walked passed him, throwing the empty bag out the window and laying back down on the bed. She comensed to roll over and read a book she had pulled out earlier from her leather bag, whiping stray crumbs off the cover.
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Post by Jgains on Jan 15, 2004 21:35:05 GMT -5
He mumbled a few words to himself as he walked to the bed grabbing his sword tossing it over his shoulder. He stared at her briefly then walked to the door opening it as he walked out, he was getting annoyed of just being in that one spot, and being around anyone just... he wasnt sure how he felt about people anymore
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Post by paine on Jan 15, 2004 21:39:15 GMT -5
She glanced up as he shut the door and she shok her head. "What is his problem?" she grunted. Memorys flooded her of Rikku again, her tormenting her about her past, her exact words Stop trying to get into my head. came back to her. she rolled over again, then rolled back, then finally settled for laying on her back. "This is going to be a long trip." she let out a big sigh scratcthing her head.
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Post by Jgains on Jan 15, 2004 21:49:25 GMT -5
He walked by passing through people until he reached the very back of the train to the baggage area. He sighed as he closed the door walking to a wall and sat down staring at the ground. He wouldnt get close... not to anyone, life was always treacherous in that way... always trying to put him back into socializing with others... but he would only stay with himself, it was what he thought that he wanted
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Post by paine on Jan 15, 2004 21:56:50 GMT -5
She got up, and closed the window. Laid back down, like always, and fell a sleep. She started dreaming of Yuna, Rikku, adn the others. Tidus popped in her head, when Yuna found him, and how everything changed from that point, she woke up, and grabbed the bag on her bed tossing it into the window causing the glass to shatter on the floor and the bag slumpt over on the ground. "Damn heavy grids..." she walked over and picked the glass up one by one, squeezing it in her hands causing the blood to drip on the floor but she payed no mind to the pain. "Fuck it!" she screamed and threw it back down on the ground, laying back down on the bed with the glass shattered on the floor, her hand bleeding rapidly, and the pillow on her face.
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Post by Jgains on Jan 15, 2004 22:00:44 GMT -5
He was breathing heavily as he reached into his coat pocket taking out a small bottle filled with pills. He twisted the cap openign it as he had a few of them drop out into his hand and emediatley threw them in his mouth swallowing them. He needed to get his life back together... he missed his family but they where gone, the war took that from him along with everything else... his wife his kids... He gripped his right hand, he wanted so badly to hurt something anything...
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Post by paine on Jan 15, 2004 22:02:49 GMT -5
She laid still on the bed, the blood on the pillow, her waist and the bed. She sighed and fell back a sleep, still bleeding.
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Post by Jgains on Jan 15, 2004 22:05:57 GMT -5
slowly he got up he was breathing heavily... he had to get them out of his mind. His past it didnt matter anymore... he felt a small tear fall down as he growled brushing it away. His hand grabbed the door as he opened it and started walking back...
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Post by paine on Jan 15, 2004 22:08:30 GMT -5
She rolled over in her sleep, placing her head on her hand which was covered in blood and stil rapidly bleeding. She smeared it across her face, her body curled up in her own blood resting peacefully, yet still cringing in pain through her sleep, her not realizeing.
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Post by Jgains on Jan 15, 2004 22:12:00 GMT -5
Opening the door he walked in shutting it behind himself as he stared at the broke glass covered in blood on the ground. He frowned then looked over at Paine as she slept... her hands where cut badly. Taking off his sword he set it on his bed walking over to her as he sat on her bed putting his hand over hers muttering a few words as he swarmed a slight green energy over her hands healing her wounds
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