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Post by Jgains on Feb 7, 2003 0:52:43 GMT -5
He reached in his pocket and pulled out a small capsule tossing it to the ground. When it hit a tent apeared right there all set up with one sleeping bag inside of it. "You can rest in there for tonight ill stay out here and sleep..." He was thinking of the nights they spent together Josh leaned up against a tree sitting down resting his head against it
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Post by Reno on Feb 7, 2003 1:11:03 GMT -5
Kitty looked at him and smiled devilishly. she walked over to him and pressed her body against the side of him, leaning her head above his heart, "but i may get too cold. i'd rather you with me to keep me warm."
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Post by Jgains on Feb 7, 2003 19:03:11 GMT -5
He pushed her away "Kitty we cant... sleep together anymore. Im sorry it just wouldnt be right..." He sighed laying down on the cold grass turning away from her. Josh hoped that he didnt hurt her feelings by doing that but it was the only thing he could do...
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Post by Reno on Feb 7, 2003 19:20:14 GMT -5
Kitty sighed for some reason she felt horrible. not like she could make him. she didn't have the strength nor the courage to rape anyone! plus she would have a problem making him.
so instead she decided something else but she didn't care what he thought of it. she focused her eyes upward, "In the middle of the night my hero comes to rescue, he's so fine i'm gonna make him mine, he's sencere i know he's hard at beating, just for me only for me.
then at the break of dawn he is gone, the wind has carried him away, and like the coming of the sky, i know he will return some day. you're my hero i love you, and what i want to know is if you love me too, you're my hero i like you! won't you take me away and make my dreams come true?
he's my lover out of sight, and he will come and save me, i can feel his love for me is real. i don't know if he can feel me praying. don't let go, never let go!
then at the break of dawn he is gone, the wind has carried him away, and like the coming of the sky, he will return some day.
you're my hero i love you, and what i want to know is if you love me too, you're my hero i like you! won't you take me away and make my dreams come true?" Kitty finished her singing but didn't return her eyes on Josh. she kept them on the skies.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 7, 2003 19:24:40 GMT -5
Josh laid there listened to her singing it was beautiful to him. He smiled for a bit then it turned back into a frown he was sad. He loved her aswell so much but it didnt matter not at all... He wanted to aproach her to be with her atleast one final time but he couldnt he was to close to finding what he was after....
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Post by Reno on Feb 7, 2003 19:30:08 GMT -5
Kitty sighed. she felt deorentined. she looked at Josh frowning. if only he would give himself.... to what he really wanted. she had a feeling that whatever he was looking for was not what he wanted. or maybe it was greed and jealously talking to her. she didn't care anymore she just wanted Josh happy.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 7, 2003 19:36:41 GMT -5
Josh sat up as he stared towards the ground. Slowly his head turned looking at kitty "Its getting cold you should get in the tent I dont want you to get sick." The temperature had changed quite a bit and it was now quite windy josh's hair was being pushed forwards from the wind but it didnt bother him he lived out in the cold a great deal of his life, but he did care for her...
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Post by Reno on Feb 7, 2003 19:55:43 GMT -5
Kitty frowned, "i'm not cold," she muttered. she really couldn't feel anything. not on the outside at least but on the inside yes. she felt that her heart was taking to much pain all in one and was going to drown her. she looked at him.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 7, 2003 20:00:12 GMT -5
Josh walked up to her and put her hand on her cheek he "kitty please do it for me, ill sleep in the tent with you... I dont want you to get sick... but i wont sleep with you though..." Josh's face was incredibly sad looking. He removed his hand from her face
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Post by Reno on Feb 7, 2003 20:11:34 GMT -5
"why would you care? you have your own life and you're too damn chicken to turn it down! i can see right through you! you aren;t happy with your decision but your to cowardess to turn it down! so let me die maybe it would solve everyone's problems!" Kitty yelled tears in her eyes.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 7, 2003 20:17:47 GMT -5
Josh picked her up and put her inside the tent he got ontop of her holding her down with his hands on her shoulders "Im not going to let you die I love you to much to let you die!! Its not my choice either kitty!!! I want to stay with you but I cant!!! Do you know what its like not being able to control your own fate!!! You dont so dont give me that crap calling me a coward!!! " He tightened his grip on her shoulders he was furious, and sorrowful.
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Post by Reno on Feb 7, 2003 20:23:36 GMT -5
Kitty glared at him, "you are a fucking coward!!!! you can control your fate if you let yourself!!!! no you;re just too damn chicken! you can't do ANYTHING for yourself!!!! you think your probably the best but you just don't love me! if you did you would stay! you would realize you love me more then any damn other operson in the world! you;d do anything for me basically! to make me happy! that's what love is!!"
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Post by Jgains on Feb 7, 2003 20:27:08 GMT -5
He had enough of it he loved her she didnt know how he was feeling he didnt know what to do until Josh brought his lips kissing her to shut her up sliding his toungue into her mouth twirling it around hers. He broke away and then began kissing her neck softly and furiously began sucking on it. He reached down to her pants ripping them off of her. "forgive me kitty..."
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Post by Reno on Feb 7, 2003 20:35:28 GMT -5
Kitty swallowed but didn't do anything to stop him. his behavior made her feel to strange but happy. she looked at him, " you know i will..." she muttered. she could never hate him. it was impossible.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 7, 2003 20:39:12 GMT -5
He stopped he couldnt do this to her it wasnt like him to force people to do things his heart was kind even though he acted tough. instead he wrapped the two of them inside the sleeping bag and held her tightly as he kissed her lips gently "Im sorry i shouldnt of..." he held her tighter he wanted to be with her for ever but he couldnt at all... he knew she would never understand how he felt torn between two things that he wanted. Josh rested his head on the pillow inside the tent right next to hers.
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