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Post by Reno on Feb 6, 2003 21:07:59 GMT -5
Kitty frowned and sat up. she leaned over wiping away his tears before hugging him crying herself. her body ached from his touch while her heart just ached for him completly. she wanted him, his warmth, and what he brought her. it was what she loved. what she wanted. why was it that she could never have the things she wanted? why was god so cruel? why was life so horrible. couldn't she have a happy life?
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Post by Jgains on Feb 6, 2003 23:46:52 GMT -5
He sat there "Do you still want my help kitty... atleast grant me to be able to help you find her before we seperate... please..." He wanted to help her more than anything it was the last good thing he could do for her... Josh let out a sigh waiting for her to answer
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Post by Reno on Feb 7, 2003 0:03:09 GMT -5
Kitty nodded, "yes i would love the help. i can't even get into midgar anymore with all those gates anyways. i would have never gotten to her... i need your help more then anything."
Kitty didn't know how right this was but to get her daughter she was desperate.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 7, 2003 0:07:06 GMT -5
"He smiled the gates are no problem for me we dont even need to break in" He reached in his coat pocket pulling out a wallet and opened it up. Josh reached inside and pulled out the gate key to all the sectors of midgar. "I still have it from when I worked for Shinra, its amazing how much they trust there 1st class soldiers and scientists" He handed the key to her
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Post by Reno on Feb 7, 2003 0:10:20 GMT -5
Kitty smiled. this was the key to her daughter, "thanks... i think we can get to her. i remeber i left her in sector 5. i don't if she's still there or not but it's worth a try."
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Post by Jgains on Feb 7, 2003 0:12:24 GMT -5
Josh was happy as he wanted to kiss her but he couldnt he stood up and held his hand out to her helping her up. "when do you want to head out? now or..." He was still holding her hand and was rubbing it gently but didnt even know he was doing it
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Post by Reno on Feb 7, 2003 0:16:08 GMT -5
Kitty smiled. she knew what he was doing but she didn't want to break away. she waited a few seconds before finally answering, i... i really don't know. i think we should rest a bit i barly got any sleep or anything to eat so i'm exhasted."
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Post by Jgains on Feb 7, 2003 0:20:38 GMT -5
He was hungry aswell but it didnt bother him at all "fine stay here ill go find something for us to eat" Josh then realized what he was doing and then pulled his hand away he blushed sightly. then turned walking off.
Josh ventured into the forest finding edible plants to bring back for kitty to eat. He found apples and berries things that were natural and good for the two of them. he put them all inside his coat and wrapped it into a bag carrying it back.
When Josh got back he set down his coat untying it from a bag form and opened it up infront of her "Will these do?"
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Post by Reno on Feb 7, 2003 0:27:50 GMT -5
Kitty smiled and nodded, "yes just fine. they look great!"
she loved fruit. she could eat it all day if she wished. everything he got looked great.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 7, 2003 0:30:31 GMT -5
he laid back staring up at the sky not wanting to eat at all he just wasnt in the mood. Josh's stomache growled slightly but he just didnt care. There wasnt much sky up since they were in a forest but he enjoyed staring at the trees leaves as they were pushed back by the wind...
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Post by Reno on Feb 7, 2003 0:35:46 GMT -5
Kitty looked at him from the berries she was eating, "you really should eat. you need the energy boy."
she didn't know why she should care. she had a feeling he wouldn't care when he left her. why should she? she knew she would. no matter how she denied it. she would.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 7, 2003 0:39:06 GMT -5
The offer was tempting but he didnt want to eat at all his mind was somwhere else. He wanted something that he couldnt have... it was kitty he wanted. She was the one he loved. Josh sighed as he sat up he new that he will hate when the seperate. He didnt want to lose her but there was no choice at all...
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Post by Reno on Feb 7, 2003 0:41:13 GMT -5
When he didn't respond she knew he was thinking. he was thinking of his wife. that all too familiar pinge of jealousy ran through her. she hated that woman that stole Josh away from her. that broke her heart. fate hurt her so many times why cn't it ever be nice? WHY?!
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Post by Jgains on Feb 7, 2003 0:44:13 GMT -5
He turned to her and looked at her face sadly..." Im not thinking about what you think... its something else." he didnt want to tell her how much he loved her how he wanted to be with her for ever it would just make things worse for the both of them he had a destiny that he had to fullfil. To him life was cruel he hated it at this point
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Post by Reno on Feb 7, 2003 0:49:23 GMT -5
Kitty frowned, "i don't know what you're thinking. i'm not some phsychic like you."
she said it with a tinge of hate. it was meaner then she intended but she just didn't like it. he could see his future... he couldn't guess it like the rest! it was so unfair and she had to fall in love with him.
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