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Post by Reno on Sept 24, 2003 23:43:30 GMT -5
Audace had curled himself up into the chair and his arms buried against his face, hiding his tears. he felt more protected this way. he didnlt trust Kuni anymore and flinched everytime the older man came near him.
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Post by Rikugurl on Sept 24, 2003 23:49:06 GMT -5
Kuni looked back at Audace and sighed. he looked back at the fire and shook his head. What could he do? Even if he admitted that he needed help, he couldn't find it in Audace anymore. He wish he could make something hot for Audace to drink, but Kuni didn't know how to do anything except make a fire. He sighed not knowing what to do. that look in Audace's eyes was still fresh in his mind.
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Post by Reno on Sept 24, 2003 23:51:33 GMT -5
Audace's body began to relax. he could care less how much he was bleeding if he was at all. if Kuni wanted him dead he;d do it one way or another. Audace sighed letting his body doze off.
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Post by Rikugurl on Sept 24, 2003 23:56:40 GMT -5
kuni stood up and took Audace to the bedroom. He sat him on the bed and then looked in the closets. He found a single satin robe hanging there. Kuni took it and handed it to Audace. He then went to another side of the room and opened some more closets. he found a few towels and he handed them to Audace too.
Kuni sighed and left the room, closing the door behind him. Silence was Kuni's killer.
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Post by Reno on Sept 24, 2003 23:59:24 GMT -5
Audace blinked sleepily staring at the things and not undertsanding what he was supposed to do. he blinked and glanced around unsure of what to do.
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Post by Rikugurl on Sept 25, 2003 0:02:29 GMT -5
Kuni sat infront of the fire......he was lost, tears ran down his cheek. He had no where to go, no one to go with. He wasn't going to go back to the palace, not now. He refused to marry someone he doesn't know. He just couldn't do that.
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Post by Reno on Sept 25, 2003 0:10:44 GMT -5
Audace got to his feet ignoring the pain in his legs and set the robe and towels on the bed. he glanced around the room and walked over to a silghtly broken mirror and looked into it. he loioked at his figure. his eyes were the color of his mothers but for some reason his face was shaped like his father's. his eyes held a haunted tourtoured pained look to it. his fist clenched remebering memeories in flashes. he rasied his fist screaming loudly in pure furstration and mental exhastion and slammed his fist into the mirror shattering the image of his already broken self.
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Post by Rikugurl on Sept 25, 2003 0:15:36 GMT -5
Kuni looked up as he heard the yell and the sound of broken glass. He stood up and walked to the bedroom, opening the door slowly. he could see Audace infront of the broken mirror, his hand was covered in blood.
Kuni didn't know what to do. He wipped away his tears and walked over to Audace, putting his hand on his shoulder slowly. "you.......you should get dried.....I'll help you...........if you want......." his voice was weak but still had a meaningful tone to it.
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Post by Reno on Sept 25, 2003 0:22:29 GMT -5
Audace looked at him and growled. the hand that was bleading cletched a rather large piece of glass letting it dig far into his palm loving the pain, "oh so first you run away then try and kill me NOW you weant to help me?! whats your angle! i thought i knew you hell i trusted you and you go around sticking a sword in my damn leg." his eyes glared into Kuni's his eyes filled with pain and anger. he flipped the glass inbetween his middle and index finger. he let his other arm flash in front of him and then pressed the glass close to his elbow then slowly dug it to his wrist. he barely winced a the blood covers his arm and dropped to the ground quickly, staining the carpet crimsom.
Audace honestly wondered if Kuni even knew how to apolize when he let the glass go and stumbled back the room starting to spin. he clutched onto the wall looking like he was going to faint from blood loss.
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Post by Rikugurl on Sept 25, 2003 0:30:45 GMT -5
Kuni grabbed Audace and held him close. "stop it! stop it right now. Don't hurt yourself like that!" He took the towels and cleaned the bood away. "I never tired to kill you, if i wanted to kill you I would have stabbed you in the heart." he turned Audace so that they were facing eachother. "I didn't do that did I? I don't want to kill you. I'm sorry if I went a little insane, this is all new to me. No one has ever told me that i was a brat so i don't know how to take it. Just stop cutting yourself ok? I need you."
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Post by Reno on Sept 25, 2003 0:33:20 GMT -5
Audace stared at him silently. he then leaned closer to the boy laying his head on the other boy's shoulder and shut his eyes. he didn;t know what to say. he wanted to say so much... yet so little... and hurt him back but he couldn't...., "Kuni...." he muttered weakly his voice sounded almost helpless and unbelieveibly sad.
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Post by Rikugurl on Sept 25, 2003 0:44:18 GMT -5
"shh......" he walked Audace to the bed and sat him down. He rubbed the towels up and down the boy to make sure that he was dry. Kuni was still shivering from the rain that he had lived in for those long, silent hours. Water and mud still dripped from his pants but he had to think of more important things. he had to make sure that Audace stay with health.
He slowly took off the boy's clothes and wrapped the robe around his small, brused body.
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Post by Reno on Sept 25, 2003 16:38:42 GMT -5
Audace watched him tiredly. he was exhasted mentlly and physically but he couldn;t keep his eyes off of the older boy. he was so confused. did Kuni care about him or hate him?
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Post by Rikugurl on Sept 25, 2003 17:40:28 GMT -5
Kuni stood up and walked back outside. He let the rain wash away the mud that was still him his hair. He was tired and just wanted to collapes. He looked at Thunder, who didn't seem to mind the hard ran.
Kuni didn't know what to do with Audace. he had lost his trust forever it seems.
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Post by Reno on Sept 25, 2003 17:45:00 GMT -5
Audace sighed and shut his eyes letting himself fall asleep to hopefully dreamless hours. he couldn;t keep his mind working forever and no matter how scared or worried he got he could never keep his eyes open. it was a wonder how he was alive....
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