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Post by Rikugurl on Jun 7, 2003 12:38:03 GMT -5
She closed her eyes and sighed. She would be a good mother but thgis just didn't feel right. She was in love with raichu and all but......something wasn't right. He lost his wife just a few months ago. This wasn't right, or was it? She hugged him, still looking at the ocean. What could she do?
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Post by Jgains on Jun 7, 2003 12:51:03 GMT -5
Slowly he let go of her then walked to the edge of the docks and just stood there staring down at the water and frowned he wasnt sure what to do anymore. He sighed sadly staring down part of him wished that this had never happend then the other part wanted it... slowly he took off his coat and set it down at the side as he sat down at the docks edge and sighed " im sorry..." he said silently...though he wasnt even sure why he said it... it just came out...
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Post by Rikugurl on Jun 7, 2003 13:00:56 GMT -5
SHe looked over at Raichu and walked over by his side. she sat down and looked at the water taping on the wooden beems of the dock. "there's noting to be sorry about. If anything, i'm the one that should be saying sorry. I endangered your family." she closed her eyes and a tear fell down into the water. the sunset bounced on the rips.
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Post by Jgains on Jun 7, 2003 13:04:48 GMT -5
Raichu looked at her and shook his head " you dont have to be sorry for that they forced you into it" he sighed as he put his hand on her cheek brushing her tear away " dont cry alright, I told you that you didnt have to be sad anymore.."
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Post by Rikugurl on Jun 7, 2003 13:10:00 GMT -5
she gave him a small smile. "you're right. i don't have to be sad anymore." she nodded and stood up. She gazed far beyond the horizon then looked down at raichu. "i'll stay with you and raichu." she smiled and put her hand towards him. "come, don't be sad."
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Post by Jgains on Jun 7, 2003 13:19:12 GMT -5
Raichu looked up at her and nodded but just continued sitting there and took her hand " I dont feel like going in yet" he sighed staring down " im not sure what I want in life anymore"
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Post by Rikugurl on Jun 7, 2003 13:23:26 GMT -5
She nodded nad frowned. she sat back down next to him and continued to hold his hand. "I will let you be to think. if you want, I'll stay here, if not, I'll find the children and see if i can play with them." she smiled at him, wanting him to be happy.
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Post by Jgains on Jun 7, 2003 13:25:43 GMT -5
He glanced at her and frowned then looked down " I dont know what I want anymore... ayame just died 3 months ago I dont know what I should want or be feeling" he sighed sadly staring down at the ground " I dont even know if ill be able to move on or not... I still cant stop thinking about her... I dont think ill ever be at peace with myself"
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Post by Rikugurl on Jun 7, 2003 13:32:02 GMT -5
"you will find peace raichu. it won't be easy though. I still have a hard time living on too without my own kind. It's no easy being the last of a whole race. there is no way i can restore them either. I'm alone even when there are people around me. Ayame wouldn't want to see you like this. Not sad. She had to do what she did. I'd risk my life for my child too. It's not your fault why you weren't there. Like my people said, 'there is a reason why things happen' and i believe in that greatly. why did they spear me to live? Because i had to save ryten from being shot in the play ground."
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Post by Jgains on Jun 7, 2003 13:35:48 GMT -5
He smiled slightly looking at her then turned away " I dont believe in fate... I believe that we choose our own path in life.. not the other way around." he sighed as he held her hand gently " I want her back... I miss her hearing her voice, seeing her laugh... and seeing her and ryten happy together..." slowly he looked up at the sky " I want her back.." slowly a single tear fell from his right eye as he dripped down his right cheek like a rain drop falling from a tree branch...
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Post by Rikugurl on Jun 7, 2003 13:45:37 GMT -5
"well, you'll be with her again. tears won't bring her back. nothing can. you need to live your life the fullest without her now. if you don't, you're life will be long and sad. you can only be with her when you die of old age or if someone kills you. I think you know this already but it's nice to know it again. Your boy needs to see you happy. She was his mother and a childs bond is stronger than the lovers. He needs you to be strong for him. if he sees you strong, he will ahve an easier time coping with his mothers death. I will try to help, that all I can. It's your choise. I am willing to be with you for as long as I can. I'll try to help. That's all I can do. Please think about it." she stood up and took her hand away from his. she looked at the ocean one last time and started to walk back.
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Post by Jgains on Jun 7, 2003 13:49:58 GMT -5
Raichu sighed staring at the ground sadly then looked back at her and nodded. He new that she was right but it was so hard... his feelings where just torn apart completely without her he felt as if he was nothing at all... Slowly he reached for his coat putting it back on but didnt move as he just sat there silently staring down towards the water. " Ayame... ill be strong for our son..."
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Post by Rikugurl on Jun 7, 2003 17:29:10 GMT -5
She walked [ast the house and put the hood over her face again. she walked to a near by store and stepped in. most everyone looked at the strange woman in black. she put her head down and looked at some clothing. she caught site of a outfit on the other side of the room and walked over to it. It was made of fine silk and lace. she felt the fabric and smiled. she took it from the rack and placed it on the counter. the sales man looked at her oddly. "you know, this dress was from the ocean. they found it some time back. These are very rare to find. I hope you have enough gil for this." she nodded and placed a bag on the counter. he took it an opened it. his eyes lit up when he saw 5000 gil. "would that do?" she asked. The man nodded and handed it to her. she took it and walked out of the store and back to Josh's home.Occ: her new outfit......IT'S PRETTY! kawaii.nl/gallery/chobits01_1024768.jpg
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Post by Jgains on Jun 7, 2003 18:43:29 GMT -5
Josh sat there silently at his porch as he stared out towards the sun it had been a dayly thing since he had moved here just a few years ago. He had his dragonsblade out as he began sharpening it slowly with a stone. He sighed moving his hands through the flames each time sliding the stone down the edge of the blade. Slowly From behind the door Tifa looked at him oddly " why dont you come in its getting kind of late..?" He looked back and shook his head. " no not yet.. in a bit alright" he said silently then looked forward. Tifa nodded as she turned back
OOC: uh oh its a chobbit!! o.o.....
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Post by Rikugurl on Jun 8, 2003 14:04:15 GMT -5
Sin walked to the dorr and was about to knock on the door when she spotted josh. she walked over to the porch and walked up the steps. she sat down next to him and looked over at the sun. she stayed silent for a few minutes, listening to him sharpen the sword. she held her new outfit close and sighed. "could you tell me more about Ayame?"
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