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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 1:04:08 GMT -5
Sean frowned as he stared at her " I told you... you arent the same person that I fell in love with... you could have gotten new memories if you stayed with me. We could have raised Yolana together and you wouldnt have died! but you know what I say screw it it doesnt matter any more! You know why because we are over and there is no damn way in hell we are ever giong to get back together!"
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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 1:08:51 GMT -5
"because you won;t give me a chance," Siaki said miserably and she looked at him, "i would have died Sean. it ddn;t matter if i was with you or alone. Sephiroth and Rufus died and i went with them. i had no choice in the matter. i'm still the same person you fell in love with.... you just can;t remember. our kissing is still the same as ever. i;ve still got my temper. i'm still the same i just care about my family more. whats so wrong with that?"
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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 1:11:39 GMT -5
" yeah you care about them so much that you would leave me, youve done it twice, and you will do it again. I am not willing to take that chance again, no not this time. Instead im hurting you! So just do me a favor and stay out of my life!" Sean suddenly grabbed his gun one final time and walked off
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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 1:17:54 GMT -5
Siaki presisted and spoke in low tones as she put her hand over the gun making their hands touch, "i care about them so much because i see it useless to stay with you if you can;t accept them and get to know them. you think their bad but i know them better them anyone and they won;t try to kill you or anything. if you made me stay with you and never see my family again i;d be damn right miserable. i can;t choose between loves. i love ou all but you won;t let me." Siaki swallowed. she could feel the jolt running through her as their contact staied, "it would be easier if my family all hated me... but they don;t... they accept me and you but you can;t accept me and them. and thats what hurts and makes me go to them. can;t you understand?"
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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 1:22:15 GMT -5
Sean froze as he felt her hand ontop of his, her soft skin... but it didnt last long as he pulled away. " I gave you a choice and you made it... Nadra, Siaki who ever the hell you are just leave me be... ive made up my mind..." the hand with the gun slowly began to shake as he stared down at the ground... he didnt want to give in but his feelings for her... he new that he was denying them...
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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 1:27:31 GMT -5
Siaki felt tears running down her face, "Sean please... please don;t... i love you but please love me enough to accept who i am and my family."
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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 1:32:18 GMT -5
" I told you that if you stayed with me earlier... that if you stayed with me you could see them but I wanted nothing to do with them... but instead of staying me after not seeing each other for so long you get up and leave me... you will do it again. I know you will... I just wanted to spend one day with you but you wouldnt even give me that!"
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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 1:33:50 GMT -5
"so it could be another one night stand for you?" Siaki shot back bitterly, "so i could be your whore?"
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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 1:36:27 GMT -5
Sean shook his head as he aproached her taking her hand " I just wanted to spend some time with you... I dont want another one night stand... I want you! Please just come home with me right now... come to our home its where you belong... its where we belong! and just like I said I dont care if you see them... I just dont want to deal with them"
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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 1:38:05 GMT -5
Siaki looked at him, "why?" it was a simple question but with many answeers. he could lie or tell her the truth. it could be asked to anything and this was important to her. what was wrong with her family? why didn;t he want them in his life as well?
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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 1:41:00 GMT -5
" The day that Rufus hired the turks to have Raichu killed that was when I grew to hate him! I found Raichu beaten and bruised on the street! If it wasnt for me taking him to the hospital he would have died! That is why I hate your family because they attacked my family! I recall telling you that once before!"
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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 1:48:09 GMT -5
"then give him another chance!" Siaki said frowning, "i can;t just forget i have a family and even if you let me see them it wouldn;t be too often because you'd get angry. i know you would because you would rather me pay full attention to you then to them."
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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 1:52:42 GMT -5
Sean frowned as he let go of her hands " and that is why we cant be together... you should have never even have came to my shop... if anything I hate Raichu for introducing us to each other"
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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 1:56:26 GMT -5
"you're lieing. you don;t hate him. you don;t hate what we had." Siaki said and looked at him her crystal blue eyes sparkling, "but i am a ShinRa and i never asked to be."
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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 2:00:38 GMT -5
" do you know what I think about what we had?" he asked as he grabbed her arm pulling her close as he leaned down gently and kissed her lips holding her close to him. Slowly he moved her against the wall as he continued kissing her deeper all he wanted was to be with her...
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