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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 0:06:15 GMT -5
"she left because you were being unfair!" Yolana said not giving up, "you said she had a choice! she could choose between her family or you! thats not right! what would YOU do if you fell in love with someone and they said, 'its either your friends and family or me?' what would you do!?"
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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 0:08:50 GMT -5
Sean finally had enough, he moved to the side and walked off. If anything he was pissed off at Yolana, how dare she try to tell him about his own emotions. He was going to head home and just end it. He no longer had a point to stay on this pathetic world
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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 0:12:23 GMT -5
"you know i'm right!" Yolana yelled at his retreated form, "you know it you just won;t accept it! i wish you would just stop being so stoubborn and see beyond your own nose to realize how much mom loves her family and you! how could you EVER make someone you love choose that?! you know i'm right!"
Yolana sighed and fell to her knees crying. she had tried. she loved mom she loved dad but she wasn;t going to choose between them either. she loved them equally and if dad would be so stubborn as to not accept mom's family... then this would all be his fault.
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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 0:20:19 GMT -5
Tenks slowly walked over to Yolana as he put an arm around her trying to comfort her " you shouldnt try to change your father, people dont change Yolana. Its something that ive always known and you should do the same... most likley you only hurt him from what you said to him nothing else"
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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 0:22:41 GMT -5
"i can;t help it Tenks! its so wrong to see both mom and dad in pain and dads just to stubborn to push his pride away and let mom be happy!" Yolana said buring her hands into her face.
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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 0:25:10 GMT -5
Tenks frowned as he held her " Just dont think about it... let your father move on its what he wants. He may be making the wrong choice but... its his choice and you should respect that"
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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 0:26:35 GMT -5
Yolana nodded and laid her head into his shoulder, "but what about mommy? where will she go? this world hates me so it must hate her..."
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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 0:28:10 GMT -5
" y... your mom can stay with us if you want..." he frowned it would be weird living with his mother in law but... if it made Yolana happy he would give up his life alone with his wife
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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 0:30:32 GMT -5
Yolana laughed slightly, "i don;t mean that Tenks. i mean... really living. plus i don;t think she;d be thrilled to watch me and you snog with her being in the way."
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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 0:33:08 GMT -5
Tenks frowned as he looked at the ground he wasnt sure what to say " im not really sure... sorry..."
Sean slowly walked into the weapons shop as he purchased a new gun and a set of bullets as he walked out he loaded it and started to walk off. It was over so what was the point anymore?
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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 0:39:24 GMT -5
"heh," Yolana chuckled out then wiped away her tears, "i guess i'm being silly..."
suddenly, a hand reached out and took the gun from Sean, "trying to commit suicide again love?" Siaki said frowning her face pale and her eyes full of fear, "do you remeber the time you tried to do that years ago? and i shot myself? would you still try to save me if i did it now?" she looked at the gun then at sean frowning, "don;t be angry at Yolana hon. she loves us very much and was only trying to help."
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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 0:42:39 GMT -5
Sean gave her a glare as he snatched the gun back " do us both a favor and leave Siaki" he slid the gun into its holster and started to walk off " and no I wouldnt sve you I have no reason too"
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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 0:46:11 GMT -5
Siaki followed him and took the gun away again, "how is that a favor? you still love me i can see. i still love you and you know it. we're both suffering and yur being silly. i love you but look at my family. their miserable because Sephiroth died think of how'd they be if i didn;t want to see them?"
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Post by Jgains on Aug 18, 2003 0:51:25 GMT -5
Sean glanced back at her and frowned " you left me Siaki dont give me that crap! that was over 20 years ago! I told you not to leave! I said stay with me, but instead you left to see that bastard and get your memories back. Even if I did love you, you arent the same person that I fell in love with, your Siaki Shinra, I remember falling in love with Nadra. Your somebody else!"
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Post by Reno on Aug 18, 2003 0:58:44 GMT -5
"would you rather me live in a fake shell? one where i'm suffering not knowing whats true and whats not? where i can barley read or write or know common things? where it ISN;T the true me? i wanted to see Rufus so he could tell me. i learned and i learned. but Rufus had changed. he felt betrayed h went insane and nearly got me killed but i risked it. i risked it so i could become the true me. the five years i had alive i was afarid to come back. you told me NOT to mind you. i was revived by someone i couldn;t even call human and now you won;t accept me for who i really am. do you want to know who i am?" Siaki said her voice weary.
she looked up at him and took a deeo breath, "i'm Siaki ShinRa who loved her family. i loved Rufus Sephiroth Eve and Rina cause they loved me and took care of me. i was raped by my father when i was fifteen experimented on since i was five. i fell in love with you had yolana and love you both. i lost my memory and struggled to get it back. i saw horrors i shouldn;t of and maybe shouldn;t of remebered but i wanted it back. i wanted ME back. i wanted to rule my life not live in fear. can;t you understand?"
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