WELL this is rather sad

[Reno]

One night just a few days ago... as i was slipping away to sleep... i thought of you guys... and realized just how goddamn much i missed you all.

i decided to post this in here since it got the most popularity among us all (not counting roleplaying which was just me and gradd anyways, and yes rikugirl).

no one will probably see this or read this. in fact for the hell of it i might just cross-post it in all the boards. just for the hell of it all.

what i'm saying is... when gradd left we promised we were not going to leave... but gradually you all did. And i let you.

i know i know i'm not the most favorite of people on this board. quite plainly, i was a bitch, especally to you izzy... and i'm sorry for all the deeds i;ve done wrong. not only were the majority of my actions childish, they were unbecoming. i really hope this is not the woman i shall grow up to be. you had a lot of good ideas for this board, you truly did. i can;t even figure out how you did it, to me your a damn genius haha. but i let my little puppy crush on gradd get in the way of what could have been a decent friendship.

as for the rest of you... i know i;m really detached from everyone. i hardly posted i didn;t do my job. i didn;t care enough. i never really TALKED to any of you. i added in a word here or there, but my post count comes from rpging no doubt bout it.

the only reason i'm an admin (albeit a very BAD one) is cause of gradd. haha acourse gradd's just as silly as me if not moreso. what the hell did we think we were doing huh? we don;t have any damn clue how to run a forum! Obviously. look at what happened to it!

not the point. it was my responsitbility to watch this place and quite plainly, i fucked it up.

but now... i'm going to do my job. i'm not a kid anymore. i will try my damnest to locate you all, to talk to see what happened and maybe... even possibly... get you all to come back.

i swear i'm going to try. because... i miss you guys... all of you.

[Kingpin]

Well it seems your efforts are not totally in vain. jobiwon and I have returned. Futhermore, I have faith that more shall come. I too had scorned some of the blokes here in my youth, now that I am older I see that. However, if you need help i'll stand behind you....be damned the past. I however, won't be too much help in running the forums as I have two to run myself. but I well alwasy be here to adivse at the least.

[Reno]

true asnd i'm very grateful! i love you guys ^__^ now if i could just get in contact with everyone else...

i just sent out a global e-mail to all the members. hopefully they all get it i don't know what else to do!

[Rikugurl]

AWE! Honey! *hugs* Thank you so much, this means a lot you know! And thank you for making a global mail...because I probably wouldn't of bothered coming here. I use to look around for a bit every month or so, but seeing that only the rp section was updated, I just passed by.

Haha, see what men do? *kicks them* Don't worry about it dear, we all have things like this that cause a great deal of crap...but we all mature don't we? I'm glad that you're mad at me for just saying 'screw you'. Anyway, if you'd like to continue, I'd love to be by your side and give you help since I help around the web some times. I'll try to catch you on a messanger sometime today so we can catch up.


And honey, this is a far cry from spam. <3

[Reno]

well i know haha but like i said it got the most popularity so i just decided to pick this place, just so maybe someone would see it ^_^; and yes i would very much like your help... if you're willing i'd love for you to be an admin again. you can take better care of this place then i can.

[Kingpin]

Lol so it begains again. Just dont' start fighting thus allowing history to repete itself.

Likewise riku I think you should move this to the generl chat area......it's a small effort but keeping things in order is the first step to keeping control of a message board.

By the way don't get down on yourself there is no way you can screw this up worse then say ward did SR......heck you've already done better with your e-mails.

[Rikugurl]

Hahaha, Go figure ward would screw up that place. I would move it but yea, no power to xD;

[Reno]

lol i'll move it haha

don;t worry riku i'll get you your power back if i have to punch gradd! which i;ve done a million times so it's not really a threat.

[Sildra]

I'm still around.... I've been coming around every once in a while to see if this place would have picked up again.... and when it wasn't... I just didn't loged in..... Jobiwon just told me that everyone is coming back....... ^_^

If you're going to try to reach Mike(DK)... You'll porblily won't have much luck....... the last time I've talked to him he said that he wasn't going on Message boards and fourms anymore....

[Reno]

SILDRA! *attackle hug* yay!

heh, well then i guess he's a lost cause? for some... strange reason he was on the banning list. who got mad at him?

[Kingpin]

Hey, how'd all the new code I installed on your boards work out for you? I havn't been by to check for errors in a long time but i'll be heading that way next time I get a day off.

In the meanwhile I posted on the battle we started along time ago, you should check it out sildra.

[Rikugurl]

I haven't talked for Mike for awhile. He was going in for training last time we talked. But yea, it would be nice to see him again.

[Sildra]

Will do Kingpin....

I might be able to get ahold of Optic again.... I think I still have the link to his board in my favorites.... I'll send him a Pm later....

[Reno]

anything or anyone you can get in contact with would be greatly appreciated ^_^ thank you

[Jade]

You are all Wrong because I am God and you shall all Fear my Dark Ambitions... to destroy the world....