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Post by Reno on Apr 17, 2004 19:00:46 GMT -5
this isn;t a joke... i'm being totally serious. Riku is gone and i couldn;t stop it. i'm sorry....
robbie are you two really back together? and i want the truth.
as for you Gradd... i'm sorry for everything. i'm sorry i wasn;t older, i'm sorry we can;t agree on everything, i'm sorry i love you. i'm sorry for telling you. and i'm sorry i'm crying over it. i'm sorry i want to die over it. but i can;t break our promise...
i;ve rewritten this twice trying to find the right words and to not seem like i want people to pity me. all i'm saying is i'm sorry. if you don;t understand then, i can understand that. if you both still don;t want to talk to me, i guess i have to live with that don;t i? if you gradd no longer care about me then... well... i have to get over that.
i've gotten past being a les and telling everyone, i've gotten past asking out my worst enemy. now i must get past this. life is harsh but you have to live through it. and i shall...
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Post by Mike on Apr 18, 2004 1:08:30 GMT -5
this isn;t a joke... i'm being totally serious. Riku is gone and i couldn;t stop it. i'm sorry.... robbie are you two really back together? and i want the truth. as for you Gradd... i'm sorry for everything. i'm sorry i wasn;t older, i'm sorry we can;t agree on everything, i'm sorry i love you. i'm sorry for telling you. and i'm sorry i'm crying over it. i'm sorry i want to die over it. but i can;t break our promise... i;ve rewritten this twice trying to find the right words and to not seem like i want people to pity me. all i'm saying is i'm sorry. if you don;t understand then, i can understand that. if you both still don;t want to talk to me, i guess i have to live with that don;t i? if you gradd no longer care about me then... well... i have to get over that. i've gotten past being a les and telling everyone, i've gotten past asking out my worst enemy. now i must get past this. life is harsh but you have to live through it. and i shall... i'm sorry i read this.... look liz...don't go through life saying you're sorry... thats no way to live. |
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Post by Kingpin on Apr 18, 2004 2:18:45 GMT -5
It seems you have matured alot sence I last read post here. and Liz i know we don't see eye to eye but what you said took guts. People need to know your sorry somtimes just remember your a smart and vailuable person and no matter what you deserve to be forgivin.
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Post by Reno on Apr 18, 2004 2:51:14 GMT -5
but i am sorry is the whole thing mike. i feel like this is all my falt.
and kingpin uh thanks. i have a rule: say it now or you'll never say it. thats my motto. *nods* i FINALLY found a motto.
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Post by wha? on Apr 18, 2004 4:49:35 GMT -5
yes, we are.
i dont know why she left, she hasnt told me. but even if it was your fault, dont obess and get all depressed over it. youve said youre sorry, and thats all you can do. after all, everybody makes mistakes. hell, i made one of the biggest mistakes of my life by leaving. but i came back and apoligised(maybe i should say begged for forgiveness). and now were back together.
and Gradd man, im sorry about the whole thing with Izzy. i wish there was something i could do to make you feel better, but you probably wouldnt accept my help anyway, considering the situation.
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Post by Jade on Apr 18, 2004 11:32:13 GMT -5
Dude dont even fucking talk to me right now, I leave for a fucking week and this happens. Im not mad at you robby... im mad at her more everythin g will still be cool between us for the most part I guess... who cares though im probrably going to die in a year now anyways... so relationships are really pointless. When I go to Iraq I guess... that I have nothing to come back to anymore at all. Thats all I have to say, ill be out of your guys hair in November when I leave to boot camp, and if your lucky ill be dead in a year or so. but dont take me wrong I still hate you im just not all that mad at you
Gradd out now and forever
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Post by Fuzzle on Apr 18, 2004 13:39:24 GMT -5
you people really need to calm down.  |
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Post by Reno on Apr 18, 2004 16:51:13 GMT -5
*sweatdrop and scowls* listen *Mindy* this may sound rude but stay out of it because since you recently joined you have no bussiness in it nor do you have a clue of what is going on so there.
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Post by Mike on Apr 18, 2004 21:27:28 GMT -5
you people really need to calm down. I've been here a while in fact i half-created this place...but I mean erm...Gradd does need to chill a little bit, Tho i see where he is comming from since I've been there...but... the hole death thing I dunno....Gradd will get some poontang in his uniform. |
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Post by Orion on Apr 19, 2004 14:20:24 GMT -5
*sweatdrop and scowls* listen *Mindy* this may sound rude but stay out of it because since you recently joined you have no bussiness in it nor do you have a clue of what is going on so there. I'm sorry about that Miss Reno, please don't mind my sister. |
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Post by Mike on Apr 19, 2004 17:41:34 GMT -5
I'm sorry about that Miss Reno, please don't mind my sister. wait... you're sister? umm... I'm very confused right now. |
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Post by Kingpin on Apr 19, 2004 18:20:36 GMT -5
but i am sorry is the whole thing mike. i feel like this is all my falt. and kingpin uh thanks. i have a rule: say it now or you'll never say it. thats my motto. *nods* i FINALLY found a motto. I must say I do like that motto....I am still changing back and forth for the time being my motto is make them laugh they'll have a hard time shooting you.....of course I am refering to paintball  |
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Post by Reno on Apr 19, 2004 23:48:21 GMT -5
lol.
you're right mike apolizing all my life is no way to live but when one is needed i must give it.
i don;tmknow if he'll ever read it but someone please tell him i wrote this. i'm just gonna say it again and all but...
i'm sorry gradd. again. i really am screwing you over aren;t i? i'm sorry. for everything i said tonight. it was crude and selfish and i'm sorry. i just had to calm down. if you're happy well then go for it man...
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Post by Mike on Apr 20, 2004 0:36:37 GMT -5
ahh... i suggest we stop with this thread. Its spam and confusing me.... why did I ever give up my administration powers...
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Post by Kingpin on Apr 20, 2004 22:51:24 GMT -5
erm I agree with locking this....it's not so much spam but it's going to lead to some serious flaming with chris and gradd.
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