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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 20:42:50 GMT -5
Raichu didnt respond he wouldnt talk to her anymore she could be on her own he wouldnt care at all she hurt him. Most people know one thing and that is words can do alot more than actions can and they hurt much worse. A wound from a sword can go away but words they never go away they will always be there through the mind never leaving you. Raichu sighed laying down on the couch staring upwards.
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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 20:46:54 GMT -5
"well come on maybe i'm wrong.... but hell i didn;t mean it! can;t you just give me another chance? i deserve that don;t i?" i asked him frowning.
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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 20:52:10 GMT -5
Raichu frowned as he turned his back on her he wouldnt talk to her ever again not ever and he didnt want her help either. " Ayame ill find you as soon as I get to junon Ill fly to midgar and find you I promise." he whispered to himself. He then started thinking about his past in nibelheim as a child before it was destroyed by sephiroth. He gripped his hand thinking about sephiroth he wanted to find him and rip out his throat for what he had done.
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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 21:00:40 GMT -5
i sigvhed. i knew a few things about this boat. and one thing was something ShinRa had done to it. i got up and over to the TV. i looked behind it and picked up somethiong. i walked away from in and back to the bed. it was a gun. ShinRa put one in every room. i sighed, "you really want me gon Raichu. i'll grant you're wish."
i looked at it and then him. i rasied the gun right into my stomach. i knew this would hurt. but if he was happy. i guess.... this was the least i culd do. i pulled the tigger and winced before falling onto the bed. the gun slipped from my grasp and hit the floor. i closed my eyes, "yoiu're wish is granted...." a vison sparked in my head and i frowned. mother....
i held my stoamch and looked at the blood. red on white.... crisom on pearl.....
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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 21:04:37 GMT -5
Raichu looked over at her " no dont!!" it was to late she had already done it. He rushed over towards her reaching in his coat pocket pulling out an elixir. He lifted up her head slowly forcing her to drink it, it would heal her wound before she could die. " I never told you to kill yourself!!! Never at all!!" Raichu held her in his harms waiting for the elixir to take its effect he wouldnt let her die he didnt want her too he may of been mad but he never said anything about her dying not at all. " you stupid stupid girl! dont ever do that again!" He took the gun the crushed it with his hand then tossed it away.
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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 21:08:32 GMT -5
i looked at him and smiled slightly, "well you wouldn;t have come to get me. you would rather me freeze rember? i thought you wanted me dead. i don;t knoiw anything.... i'm probably not important in this world. if i hurt the only friend i had whats the point in living?" i frowned and started crying buring my head into his chest. did i have any friends?
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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 21:11:21 GMT -5
Raichu sighed holding her close to him " im sorry Nadra.. just just let it out." He patted her on the back " I never wanted you dead i could never want such a thing its not like me at all." Raichu just held onto her trying to comfort her he hated this why was he stuck with her all he wanted was to find Ayame he wanted nothing to do with anybody else right now. His long lost love was all he had on his mind.
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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 21:14:15 GMT -5
i sighed and kept crying. did he really care? i didn;t know. i was so confused. how did this have to happen to me? why me?!
i eventually stopped crying but i kept my eyes closed. i didn;t want to see the look in his eyes, would it be disgust hatred? what? i was just too afarid to look.
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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 21:17:09 GMT -5
Raichu didnt let go after she stopped crying he felt he had to make her feel comfortable it was his fault she was crying in the first place. The least he could do was make her feel good. " come on Nadra cheer up ya know." Raichu smiled at her cheerfully hoping his smile would make her feel better somewhat atleast. " come on im not mad anymore, just dont say things like that about Ayame ever again understand?" he meant that he was going to give her one last chance and if she blew it he would leave her alone.
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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 21:20:18 GMT -5
i looked at him and swallowed. i didn;t see disgust in his eyes. i nodded, "al...alright thanks." i sniffed lightly, "i'm just sorry about what i said.... i didn;t mean it. i swear i didn;t."
i sighed and looked down. i paled a lot looking at the blood on the sheets, "oh god..."
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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 21:24:53 GMT -5
Raichu nodded " you know your lucky, that was my last elixir now im all out of healing potions." He was planning on saving it for something major for if he would have to heal himself in battle but oh well saving lives was always important to him. " so be grateful alright?" He then let go of her but was still kneeled down next to her he was staring into her eyes.
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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 21:31:19 GMT -5
i was looking right back to him, "Raichu.... are you disgusted with me?" i asked him that.... for i don;t really know. i just wanted to know. my bright blue eyes seemed more dim then usual. well top him at least.
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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 21:34:04 GMT -5
Raichu shook his head slowly "n..no im not i was just... thinking about something" He smiled at her then stood up helping her up " im just a little disapointed thats all. Im not discusted at all." Her eyes they seemed familiar somehow as if he had seen them before but where? He then shook his head forgetting about it. There was no point in trying to remember he new that he hadnt seen her before ever, it would of came to him eariler.
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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 21:37:02 GMT -5
i sighed and smiled, "thanks...." i hugged him and then looked at the sheets, "i guess.... i should have shot my self on the ground.... oh well." i looked at him and smiled. i hadn;t smiled in a while. it was nice to again.
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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 21:40:06 GMT -5
Raichu smiled back then looked at the blood on the ground he put his hand over it then when he lifted it up it disapeared. " so nobody knows anything happend." Raichu then showed her his hand and no blood was there at all. " like my trick?" he smiled " you see what I do is I use my energy to burn the blood away and evaporate it."
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