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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 3:22:59 GMT -5
i could feel my breath getting shaky. it was winter wasn't it? they were on the ocean weren't they? all the colder. it was slowly dropping. my body heat was seeking it's self from me. i got up again my legs shaking and i walked down the halls. i looked at the numbers. what did they say. what was there number? 5 somthing or another. i started clawing at the doors. none would open.
i was in the 500's i guessed or hoped. the trail we had tooken seemed the same. no matter what i did no one would open. i was muttering help me even. still nothing. then i should in the middle of the hall, "HELP ME!" i screamed down the hall. i fell onto the ground.
my whole body shook and i started coughing. i was so cold. my throat hurt. i kept saying help me as loud as i could until eventually i could barly speak above a whisper. i curled up closer to myself crying. sobbing. i was scared cold.... and it all seemed so familair that is scared me more.
"you aren;t going to come are you Raichu? you say ShinRa is bad.... you are worse. you would like to help people but do you find more pleasure in killing them? i think.... you do. if you will not come for me.... after i have no idea what i a doing. what is wrong with me. i'm more confused then you could ever know.... and you will never understand this. you could neer," i said once i regained my voice to a point loud enough to be heard down the halls, my sobs ringing out not long after.
unknowing to her, she was right by the room Raichu was in. if only she could read. she would have never said that. if only she knew....
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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 13:05:45 GMT -5
Raichu slowly sat up he heard a scream he new it was her and right next to his door. Slowly he paced of to the door reaching for the handle and looking towards her he grinned not closing the door but just walked back inside his room he would let her come in but he would not speak to her. Silently he stared at the ground he would only take her to junon after that he would have nothing to do with her he thought she was a good person but after what she said about his love... he had utter discust for her he didnt care anymore that she didnt have memory she was probrably apart of shinra when she had it. That made her evil to him.
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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 19:41:34 GMT -5
i opened my eyes and looked asty the door. something flashed with in me. it was an image, of a boy. i finally knew something but i dare not tell. i got up and walked inside slightly. when i saw Raichu i sighed "you know i'm sorry. i didn;t mean that. i don;t even know what a whore even is.... heh funny kinda. it's just i guess i have an anger spark going around. it must be a girl thing you know? but if your really going to hate me you might ass well let me freeze. i have no other person to go too. i have no way to get anywhere without me able to read write count or anything like that. i just wish you would forgive me... i didn;t mean that. i swear i didn't. it was just.... i don;t know."
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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 19:47:18 GMT -5
Raichu didnt respond he wasnt going to talk to her instead he just got up and turned around laying down on the bed he didnt like her at all anymore not for what she said he didnt care if she didnt know what it meant she still said it. Ayame was an angel to him a perfect person how could anybody ever say anything about her like that? Raichu growled still mad then just closed his eyes so he wouldnt have to even see her.
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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 19:53:24 GMT -5
i frowned and walked over to him, "and you say you're caring? you're like everyone else in ShinRa aren;t you? you're sure acting like them!" i told him. i wasn;t really yelling just saying it. i was still frowning and tears were welling up in my eyes again.
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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 20:03:02 GMT -5
Raichu couldnt believe she just said that be he would stay silent he new how he was. He protected people he was nothing like the people in shinra he was kind and he had compassion. Slowly he turned his head for a second to look at her crying then he sighed then turned away again he just wouldnt bother with her.
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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 20:08:19 GMT -5
"see what i mean?! do you care at all or just about you're love? at least your not enjoying it like i know someone would.... but i don;t think you'd care anyways." i said trying to do anything. i sat down on the bed looking at him before laying down, sobbing. i guess i was gonna cry myself to sleep.... if he didn;t talk after all.
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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 20:10:56 GMT -5
Raichu sighed then sat upwards leaning against the wall looking towards her " just dont bother talking to me understand. I have no reason to care for you anymore not for what you said and I dont care if you dont know what you said you still said it and you know nothing about ayame what so ever! so dont give me that crap, I dont want you to talk to me ever again when we get to kalm im going to leave you there and ill go find ayame on my own."
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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 20:15:16 GMT -5
"THEN you're sending me to my death! you're saying you want me dead! you idoit! i already told you sorry. i already told you i can;t read write anything!" i looked at him glaring a bit, "you'resaying you are like ShinRa. do you realize that? cause i don;t think you do! you're being the people you hate. you're no better then them!"
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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 20:17:29 GMT -5
Raichu stayed silent " you are not my responsibility at all I have nothing to do for you nor do I have to. You act at as if it where my job to take care of you its not. Not at all I only have to take care of my friends and my family nobody else and you are neither. Go find somebody else who can show some sympathy for you because I cant show you any."
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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 20:21:19 GMT -5
"why not?! you said i was your friend! you promised me you were gonna help me! hell i'd still help you even if you hated me! i promised and i have never broken a promise before. i'm sure of it. plus everyone makes mistakes and you have no clue what i am going through! if you had amnesia then you'd understand!"
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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 20:24:51 GMT -5
Raichu shook his head slowly " you where my friend but not anymore just leave me alone I dont want to speak to you ever again. You are relieved of your promise you dont have to follow it." Raichu then stared up at the ceiling smiling at the flowers carved into it then looked over at her and sighed as he slowly looked down.
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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 20:29:30 GMT -5
"i can;t do that. i know one thing about me. i never break a promise. i promised to help you. if she's in midgar i think i can help you.... better then you think." i told him and sighed slightly. i closed my eyes trying to shut out the images in my head, "and i don;t care if it's friend or foe i'm helping. i promised to help."
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Post by Jgains on Mar 8, 2003 20:32:25 GMT -5
Raichu shook his head " dont follow me or else I dont want your help at all. Ill just leave you and you wont find me at all thats what im planning im going on my own and there is noway at all that you will be able to find me." Raichu then stood up walking to the couch and sat down he didnt want her bothering him at all.
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Post by Reno on Mar 8, 2003 20:35:24 GMT -5
"why do you hate me? words is less then actions. it's not like i tried to kill you or somethng. but your treating me like i'm gonna murder the world or something. you'd rather let me die. you were gonna let me freeze out there. you weren;t coming back. you were.... acting like my father." i said sadly close to tears.
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