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Post by Reno on Feb 23, 2003 22:23:36 GMT -5
Ulrica felt hatred by the mention of Ryten's name. she didn;t understand why but she didn;t show it. she nodded, "yes... i'll come. i want to help." she was serious by her words but she felt at ease when she was with Noa... if only she could tell her.
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Post by Rikugurl on Feb 23, 2003 22:30:37 GMT -5
I senced something about Ulrica. I couldn't understand it though. she felt happy when she was around me. Maybe because I was one of her Kind. I really didn't know. I held my legs close to my body. What if Raganu died? what will I do? Who will I love? Why would I live? How would I live? He's alive. I know he is. He must be. he wouldn't give up on me. He might be hurt badly, but not dead. What about Ryten? Did he love.....................? No.
ooc: this might be my last post for tonite if my dad finds me still up. If so, see ya tomorrow.
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Post by Reno on Feb 23, 2003 22:35:10 GMT -5
Ulrica laid her head onto Noa's shoulder humming a song. she wish she could make her understand. she just wish she could. but she couldn;t. why not?
Ulrica felt tears again and only one slid down Noa's shoulder. the pain was rapturing.
OOC: i see... good luck.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 24, 2003 17:45:47 GMT -5
Suddenly rytens eyes opened as he awoke he couldnt stay here not with her he wouldnt help her find what she was looking for. Ryten stood up gathering his things then walked to the door slowly with his head down. Slowly he turned looking towards Noa "Noa i cant help you find him im sorry..." Ryten opened the door slowly he couldnt tell her what he was thinking at all. She wouldnt care at all about how he felt she loved sombeody else Ryten didnt matter, not at all... he didnt matter to anyone. "im going off to die dont follow me understand...." Ryten was still crying but he wiped his tears away.OOC: oh whats that Gradd drew what Ryten looks like? yep I did. hey heres his pic copy and paste the link to be able to see it and tell me what you think ok? www.geocities.com/gradd08/Ryten
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Post by Rikugurl on Feb 24, 2003 18:28:09 GMT -5
I stood up quickly. I began to cry. "please Ryten, I need to find him! You can't leave me!" I ran to him but it was no use. He wasn't listening. I stood still. My wings sank to the ground. He promised to stay with me. How was I suppost to find Raganu now? It was hopeless. Ryten was leaving no matter what I said. His life was already dead. Did he not know? What is life if you no longer care for it. I looked away and waited for him to leave.
ooc: I'm haveing a hard time pictureing Ulrica.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 24, 2003 18:34:37 GMT -5
Ryten slowly turned back looking at her sadly, he brought his hand to her cheek brushing it softly "you were the first person in a long time that ever made me feel good. I cant stay with you because i know i cant have your love..." Ryten didnt know why he just told her that. He blushed slightly by telling her he cared for her like that. "That is why I cant stay Noa im sorry... id might aswell just die now and not bother going out to war to die...." Ryten then kissed her gently on the cheek then turned and walked off down the hallway. He stopped at the middle of the hall and just stood there silently staring at the ground why was he acting like this he didnt want emotions in his system all they have done to him in his life was make him weak....
OOC: oh i see hm................................... not sure
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Post by Reno on Feb 24, 2003 18:54:06 GMT -5
Ulrica frowned and closed her eyes. her body was shaking and tears ran down her cheeks again. her chest felt like it was gonna explode. she knew she could neverf compare. never to her love nor Noa. she sighed slowly but it sounded so jumpy. she felt like those two were getting much closer then she ev er could. she sat down hugging herself. what should she do now?
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Post by Rikugurl on Feb 24, 2003 19:12:41 GMT -5
When Ryten had said those words, I broke. He loved me? But why? What did I do for his love? I looked at the ground. I looked at Ulrica. She was crying again. I was really getting sick of all this. I was going back home. I sighed. "Ulrica, I want you to stay here. I'll be back. I have some unfinished business to take care of." I put on my clothes and walked to the window. The rain had finally stopped. I jumped out of the window and flew into the night. I flew to my house and broke into my window. My room was dark and mess; the way I left it. I went to my dest and returned my wings to my back. I opened my desktop and took the gun lying there. I loaded it and walked to the living room where my father was. He looked up at me and stood. "What are you doing with that gun? Where did you get it?" I said nothing and pointed my gun at him. He bagan to shake. "If you kill me, you'll--" I pulled the trigger and the bullet went through his head. He fell on the floor and began to bleed all over the beautiful white rug. I laied the gun down on the floor and went into my dad's office. I was never allowed to go in there. In the room was a deck full of papers. I looked through them. I didn't know what I was looking for. A journal? I found one and opened it up and began to read it. My eyes grew big. He found me? Then.............who are my real parents? I read some more to find out horrible things. he took me under his wing to.................have sex with me? I fell to the floor and stayed there until thhe morning. I lost all hope; in everything and cried till I would die.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 24, 2003 19:23:32 GMT -5
Ryten walked far he wasnt going to Return to this town he couldnt there was nothing here for him. The cold wet rain was pouring down on him he began to cry he wanted something in life that was his. Somebody else that would care for him but he didnt have that... nobody cared for him or ever would at all. Ryten believed his life to be pointless he was going to kill himself after he would leave this town. It wouldnt matter at all nobody would cry for his death not at all..... Slowly he reached for his gun at his side pulling it out he held it tightly in his right hand as he paced forward in the rain. "why shouldnt I? I will be at peace after this.... I wont be able to hurt anyone emotionally any longer... its best" slowly ryten pointed the gun to his head ready to pull the trigger nothing was going to stop his death this time....
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Post by Reno on Feb 24, 2003 19:47:25 GMT -5
Ulrica was sobbing. Noa had gone Ryten was gonna kill himself. she laid down slowly on the bed shivering. did Noa even care about her? would she ever understand her?
she fell asleep but only for a minute before her ears went alert again. there was someone coming right to this room! she could hear voices like, "we got her!"
Ulrica backed away and looked around frantically. there was no where to go. she looked at the window. she promised to stay, "NOA HELP ME!!!"
her scream went unoticed to anyone in the building and five men came into the room. three carrying guns the other two holding chains. Ulrica was shaking and she backed away, "help me..."
her wings flapped angrily.
OOC: oh yes i uh... well uh.... just wanted to say uh....... yeah my character is confusing.... well long black hair that reachs her waist red eyes and dragonfly wings on her back. like on a nomrla dragonfly except in a larger form being Ulrica. am i just making it more confusing?
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Post by Rikugurl on Feb 24, 2003 20:02:14 GMT -5
I sat there in my own pity. I felt sorry for myself. I never felt that way. I did have reason. But was it good enough to leave Ulrica? No, it wasn't. I stood up and went to my closet. I opened it and took my large red coat. It had been years since I had worn it. I took of my clothes once more and the put on the large coat. Then I bagan to change. My bones began to break and form into a larger bone structure. It had been a long time since I've done this. My body hurt all over. I grew taller and my hair turned blonde. The coat soon began to fit. Suddenly I heard a terrible scream. My ear caught the wave. It was coming from the inn. The day was still young. I forgot abot Ulrica. I grew my large bat wings and jumped out of the window. I flew as quickly as i could to the inn. When I arrived I went though the window. Five men stood there in shock by my appearance. i looked around and drew my Six shooter. Ulrica was in chains in the corner. "Let her go." They bagan to shoot at me. The bullets went though me like paper. They stood in awe. The bullet holes fanished as soon as the appeared. The men ran away in terror. I walked to Ulrica and broke the chains around her body. My wings returned to my back. Ulrica didn't reconize me. I smiled at her and held out my hand. "My name is Noaminsu. I'm here to help."
Then I heard it. A gun shot. Ryten?....................NO!ooc: Noa's male form profile can be found here: squarecrystal.proboards13.com/index.cgi?board=yeah&action=display&thread=1045775198
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Post by Reno on Feb 24, 2003 20:11:43 GMT -5
Ulrica's heart was pounding. she stared at the man. he seemed familer... his scent.... Noa? she then heard the shot as well, "oh no Ryten...."
Ulrica took his hand. her wings felt like they were going to tear off but one of them was broken the rest bloody, "n...noa is that you?"
she had to know. she didn't know quite if tat was Ryten's gun or not but she feared it was but she couldn;t help but she her or him in this case run off on her again. it would hurt so much.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 24, 2003 20:24:11 GMT -5
Ryten he laid there motionless after firing the shot. Blood was dripping from his head slowly as it mixed in with the rain. For some reason he was still alive he was barley breathing. Not much was left in him at all he coughed out blood as he blanked out he would be dead soon that was all that matered to him right now nothing else at all he wanted his death to come sooner but he would take it painfully this way with his blood draining from his head ever so slowly....
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Post by Rikugurl on Feb 24, 2003 22:03:04 GMT -5
He shot himself again. Damnit. I looked down at Ulrica and smiled. She was pretty short to me now. I put my hand on her cheak. "Yes, I'm Noa. I'm just in my male form." It wasn't the time to talk though. I looked at her wings. They were damaged pretty badly. I sighed and grew my wings once more. "Hop on my back. We're going to save Ryten. Not a word of my identity."
ooc: no i'm still having a hard time picturing her but that's ok.
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Post by Reno on Feb 24, 2003 22:16:53 GMT -5
OOC: sorry i can't draw as good as Josh can... so you'd still have a hard time even if i tried. sorry. also wht time is it for you right now? also where did you go?
Ulrica nodded and did as he/she said, "alright... lets hurry then. and i promise i won't say a word."
Ulrica was admiring him. he was cuite... like she was pretty when she was a girl. Ulrica sighed and laid her head onto her shoulder, "i'm glad you came back... i owe you my life."
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