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Post by Reno on Mar 2, 2003 2:58:02 GMT -5
Ulrica shut her eyes. she knew what was coming next. they would rejoice and live happy lives away from here. what would happen to her? she didn;t know. not yet a leats but slowly she felt her heart breaking. it was inbareable itself. it hurt so much...
and Diana? what would she do? her mind was probably racing. she could of made him stay with her yet she did not. she truly loved him enough.... to let him go. Ulrica could do the same but both of them felt worse pain then anything else. they could never live like this.
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Post by Rikugurl on Mar 2, 2003 3:08:18 GMT -5
I couldn't let Ryten kill himself. But i didn't trust him either. Not by what he had just done. He was lying to Diana, he could be lying to me. But he wasn't. He did love me. i knew that. ~~Arriving in one minute.~~ I sighed. My body began to shake. what would I find in the grave yard? I felt weak and I fell to the cold hard floor. i couldn't go into the garve yard like this. Not naked. i wish i still had my shirt and skirt. My eyes grew empty and lifeless. "I love you Ryten. Please just don't abuse me."
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Post by Reno on Mar 2, 2003 3:13:07 GMT -5
Ulrica felt her whole body rip apart at that moment she turned away from them. she could no longer have a right to stare at Noa's body. she no longer had a right to say she loved Noa. only in her heart which was tattered and torn. she no longer had the right to say anything mean or cruel to Ryten. she felt tears in her eyes and they slipped down. she lost. Diana lost. they lost and they will forever be scared.
now the question was, could she ever move on again? after being thrown lied to hurt severaly heartbrake EVERYTHING! could she move on knowing she could never be happy?
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Post by Jgains on Mar 2, 2003 3:15:33 GMT -5
Ryten looked into her eyes then hugged her " Id never harm you in anyways ever Noa I love you... your everything to me... without you im nothing at all... I wouldnt ever abuse you. Your the first person to ever make me feel so good in so long... since my mother died... she was the last person I actually cared for..." he sighed and started to cry but silent tears he was happy but sad at the same time... " I will always love you and take care of you noa, I wont let anybody harm you in anway I promise you..."
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Post by Rikugurl on Mar 2, 2003 3:25:19 GMT -5
I knew what I had to do. I began to change into Noaminsu. My hair grew blonde and my bones grew. When I was done I stood up and quietly put my clothes on. i then went to Ulrica. I took her chin and turned her eyes on me. "I know you hurt. I'm sorry. just because you can no longer talk to Noa doesn't mean you can no longer talk to me." I took her hand and smiled. "I'll make it work Ulrica, I'll make it work." ~~You have now arrived at the Space grave yard. Please stay as long as you like.~~ The doors opened to a large hallway. I sighed. This was it. This would determine my future, forever.ooc: it's 3:18am over here......damn i'm tired. 
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Post by Reno on Mar 2, 2003 3:29:47 GMT -5
Ulrica looked at him confused, "what are you going to do Noa... minus?" she had no idea what he was doing but when she thought of Diana... what would happen to her? Ryten would have Noa... Ulrica may name Noaminus.... but Diana... she would have no one.
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Post by Jgains on Mar 2, 2003 3:30:53 GMT -5
Ryten saw the change it was so weird and new to him... he didnt believe it was true at first. Slowly he walked up to them... " so are you and noa two different people...?" Ryten didnt understand what was going on at all where wash is love...? " I dont understand this.. its confusing... how can you change like that?" ryten then looked out seeing all the graves it broke his heart in two his friends and comrades where out there he started trembling he didnt want to go out there he was scared too...OOC: damn its late over there... Gradd dies 
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Post by Rikugurl on Mar 2, 2003 3:37:24 GMT -5
I put my hand on Rytens shoulder. "Me and Noa are the same people but we have different thoughts and feelings." i looked out among the thousands of crosses. I sighed. "don't be afraid, Ryten. I mus know." I let go of Ulricas hand and began to walk into the grave yard. So many white crosses. It mad me sick. The size of this building was bigger then anything I ever saw. The names were in Alpha order. Shano that was the name I was looking for. Shano, Raganu. I began to walk further until I reahed the "S" section.
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Post by Reno on Mar 2, 2003 3:40:08 GMT -5
Ulrica sighed and walked out and ran after her love. she wanted to be there for Noa. if she could do anything anymore was comfort her at least.
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Post by Jgains on Mar 2, 2003 3:42:41 GMT -5
Ryten slowly walked after him he was scared he started remembering the battles seeing his friends get killed... they where all high class soldiers just like him... but they didnt live... why did he have to live why couldnt he of died with them. It almost seemed as if there spirits whre calling out to him ryten then fell down to his knees he was hearing voices in his head he started crying " no no please I didnt mean to live... get out of my head please!!!" Ryten was going insane seeing all the graves was to much for him...
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Post by Rikugurl on Mar 2, 2003 3:54:44 GMT -5
I turned and ran to Ryten. I picked him up and brought him back to the ship. I slapped him hard. "Snap out of it. You'll be fine. i'll do this by myself. You stay here. please?" I turned away can ran back to were Ulrica was. I continued to walk. The "S" section. I took a deep breath and walked down the row. he's not dead, he's not dead, he's not dead. I looked at the crosses and the names painted on them. How could they keep up with al the deaths? I suddenly caught my eye on a cross. I ran to it. I quickly changed back to my female form and fell. The fall was long and painful. Tears poured from my eyes. I held myself tightly. My hope, my dreams were crushed. My fairy tale had ended as a horror story. I grabbed the cross and held onto it. Those terrible words. On the top of the cross it read: Shano, Raganu.................................He had died 4 years ago. For four years i had given my life up for nothing. i then read the quote underneath. It read: For my love, Noa. I wish you a happy life........i couldn't stop crying. I couldn't believe it. I wanted to die. I wanted to be with him. I started to shake and laid on the floor. I curled into a ball and covered myself with my wings. It was over. I will stay here and starve to death. No one will stop me.
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Post by Reno on Mar 2, 2003 3:59:35 GMT -5
Ulrica walked over to her and hugged her tightly. she could only imgine what that felt like. in a way she knew. in a way she does know. Noa had lost him.... she could never get him back. Ulrica wished she could help but all she could do was hold her.
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Post by Jgains on Mar 2, 2003 4:00:35 GMT -5
Ryten couldnt stay he couldnt let her alone he had to face his fears. Slowly ryten walked down the path pacing his steps till he found her ther crying on the ground rolled up in a ball. Ryten kneeled down before her and hugged her wrapping his arms around her " Noa... please dont cry... he... he wouldnt of wanted to see you like this... please... I dont want to see you like this..." Ryten held her up close to him trying to comfort her as much as possible he couldnt stand seeing her like this he loved her, she said she loved him but... he didnt know if she truly loved him... like she did Raganu... no it was impossible for her to love him that much but atleast she did love him.... somewhat... Ryten brushed her tears away with his hand " noa please im here for you I love you..."
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Post by Reno on Mar 2, 2003 4:01:45 GMT -5
TUlrica frowned then got up and walked off. she didn;t even deserve this. she could never amount to anything could she? she didn;pt deserve to be alive!
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Post by Rikugurl on Mar 2, 2003 4:07:11 GMT -5
I was shaking in Rytens arms. I huged him tightly. My wings spreaded around him. I wanted to be split in two. I didn't want to sadden Ulrica. There must be a way....... Suddenly I heard a voice. I looked up and saw a man in a uniform walking down the row. "What the hell is going on here!?"ooc: second to last post.......it's 4:00am here! 
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