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Post by Jgains on Dec 7, 2003 21:23:06 GMT -5
Dean opened up the fridge looking inside... he didnt have much food but what he did have left he would make her something with... he sighed opening up the meat door getting out some ham and bread as he walked back and started making a sandwhich.
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 7, 2003 21:27:06 GMT -5
She was tired... she had be walking for days and 2 nights were rainy...just like this night. There wasn't many places to sit...seeing that he tossed everything around. She had no idea that he would turn out this way when she left.....she didn't know she ment so much to him. Sure, men say what they do just to get some sex....but this was different. She had her 'first blood' with him and now carried his child....but it still didn't seem like he cared.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 7, 2003 21:30:33 GMT -5
He brought her a plate with a sandwhich and a cup of ice water as he handed it to her " there... its the last of my food enjoy..." he sighed sitting down on the couch staring down at the ground. He was a total wreck... he hated her seeing him like this aswell
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 7, 2003 21:32:58 GMT -5
"thank you....." she looked at him softly. She looked around and placed the cup on a side table as she held the plate and ate with the other. There was pure silence in the room...she wanted to say something......but it just wouldn't matter.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 7, 2003 21:36:15 GMT -5
He sighed grabbing a half empty beer bottle that was probrably days old as he took a sip of it. He wasnt sure if he should talk to her at all... silence just rang through the apartment...
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 7, 2003 21:39:11 GMT -5
"......The baby is 8 months....it'll be due soon...." She took another bite and looked down. She took a sip of water, her hand was shakeing. Surprisingly....she didn't get sick through out her months of carrying the child.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 7, 2003 21:41:34 GMT -5
He sighed glancing over at her " I see... and after its born your just going to leave again arent you... just like you did before." he frowned taking another drink from his beer " I guess that life out there is better for you... not like I matter"
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 7, 2003 21:44:18 GMT -5
She choked and then closed her eyes. she put the plate down and walked out to the porch. it was covered by a tarp so she didn't get wet. she held herself and started crying......he didn't care.....it was the sad truth.....everything was lost....
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Post by Jgains on Dec 7, 2003 22:43:22 GMT -5
Dean frowned walking over to the porch as he stood next to her staring out " im sorry... I didnt meatn to say that... im a jerk... ive changed, and it wasnt for the good." he sighed staring down at the ground sadly
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 8, 2003 16:05:25 GMT -5
Stella sniffed as she looked down. "If you want...after the baby is born....we can get married....things will get better...." she closed her eyes and bowed her head. She hated seeing him like that....she wound't leave again....ever. They were going to raise their child and have a happy life together....that's all she wanted now.
She coughed silently and sighed.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 9, 2003 12:50:49 GMT -5
He frowned looking at her " so... let me get this straight... first you leave me and now you want to get married... oddly enough that doesnt make any sense." he looked away from her staring down at the sandy beach " Id rather not get married... I learned when you left... love is just a game that always comes back and punches you right in the face, its pointless. I will help you raise our kid but thats it..."
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 9, 2003 16:57:05 GMT -5
Stella closed her eyes, silent tears fell now. She just wanted to disappear...just disappear and die, child and all. She would be miserable if she had to raise a child without the love of another. What was the point? If it were to like that...she might as well give the child to a loving family that didn't have the ability to have children...She choked...not knowing what to say.
Under the porch sat Zenith. He had over heard everything and his eyes were quite dark. He had left Stella...let her have a little bit of reality to shapen her up...but it turned out in the worst way...He had learned how to speak some english...it wasn't good, but it would be enough to get his point through. He walked into the building and up the stairs to Dean's apartment.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 9, 2003 17:55:18 GMT -5
Dean sighed turning around as he started walking back to his apartment. He sat down on the couch mumbling a few words to himself then glancing back in her direction, he wasnt sure what to do.
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 9, 2003 19:42:07 GMT -5
There was a knock on the door. Zenith waited outside and sighed.
Stella continued to stand there, her eyes still shut....she just wanted to collapes.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 9, 2003 19:45:05 GMT -5
Dean threw a beer bottle on the ground as it cracked into pieces. He sighed walking over to the door opening it " you... what are you?" he stared at him oddly " where in the hell have you been?"
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