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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 7, 2003 20:29:05 GMT -5
She looked up slowly. She jolted up and wrapped her arms around Dean, her crying started to pick up. She felt so worthless to him now...ashammed that she had left. Now looks at her, wet and crying...She looked up at him as he looked down at her...she then burried her face into his chest and gripped his back tightly.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 7, 2003 20:39:10 GMT -5
Dean was confused at first but then realized... " Stella...?" he frowned then pulled away " what... why are you here...? you left me..."
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 7, 2003 20:41:51 GMT -5
"i know I left! and my life has been horrible ever since! Goddamnit!!!" she fell to the floor and continued to cry. She had lost it, the fever was getting to her...and the coldness. "i don't want to be alone.......i'm scared......so scared."
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Post by Jgains on Dec 7, 2003 20:43:47 GMT -5
He frowned walking to the door unlocking it " come inside I guess...." slowly he walked inside his apartment... it was completley different now... it was run down and a total mess, with empty beer bottles all over, it was obvious that he had changed...
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 7, 2003 20:46:21 GMT -5
She stood slowly and walked inside. she looked around, tears still falling. the place looked horribe...what had happened to him? "i'm.......sorry if i did this to you.....i'll try to make things right again....i'm sorry." her voice was weak but meaning full....she didn't know what to do....just cry.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 7, 2003 20:48:45 GMT -5
He frowned turning around looking at her " for your information I like how im living my life..." he frowned walking over shutting the door and locking it mumbling a few things to himself " wheres your brother...? I didnt expect you to come back at all"
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 7, 2003 20:52:14 GMT -5
"I don't know where he is...." the last thing she wanted was to be treated like shit...and that was how she was being treated. She was sick and cold. And he black hearted and didn't even relized what she was carrying. But did he even care? He would never have that smiled that he once had....that shine to him.....and it was all her fault....."I'm sorry..." she whispered.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 7, 2003 20:54:54 GMT -5
He frowned walking passed her " if your tired you can get some rest I really dont care..." he sighed walking past a few old pizza boxes laying on the ground, he then came to a stop as he just stood there " you have my child inside of you dont you...?"
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 7, 2003 20:58:02 GMT -5
She looked at the floor, her eyes seemed to stare. "our child...." she blinked and looked up at him. would he ever be the same? whould he ever care about her again? or would she be driven from his disheartedness and have to raise the child by herself....she was scared...she was afraid of the pain that the baby would bring...could he not see? She was only 17....she had no idea what her actions would do...and she was sorry for causing him so much pain...so sorry.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 7, 2003 21:01:29 GMT -5
He turned around walking back to her as he reached up putting his hand on her cheek " You never once told me you loved me..." he sighed putting his other hand on her stomache " tell me... would you have come back if you didnt lose your brother?"
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 7, 2003 21:05:02 GMT -5
"yes.....i would have come back." that wasn't a lie either. She looked down and sniffed the tears back,,,but it was too hard. She wrapped her arms around him and burried her face into his chest again. "I love you.....please don't hate me.....i'm sorry.......i'm sorry......" she repeated it untill it was drown by her tears.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 7, 2003 21:07:06 GMT -5
He hugged back staring down at the ground not knowing what to say at all. She says that she would but he didnt believe her... he sighed holding her closer. He had to help her though... as long as she had there child she would stay with him... and it of all things was what he wanted...
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 7, 2003 21:11:01 GMT -5
She sighed as she sniffed the tears up but again...she lost. Washe just being nice because she had his baby? She didn't want to think of that let alone ask....but why did she feel like that was the case. She was scared and started to shake in his arms. She knew that she wasn't loved by him anymore.......
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Post by Jgains on Dec 7, 2003 21:18:35 GMT -5
He sighed letting go of her as he turned and started walking back to the kitchen " ill... get you something to eat..."
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 7, 2003 21:21:07 GMT -5
She just stood there and looked down at the floor, "ok...." she sniffed and sighed. So she was no longer loved by him....just the mother of his child....she knew it would end up this way....
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