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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 7, 2003 23:12:51 GMT -5
"I don't know who she puts up with his bull shit." He sighed and continued to look out the window. He didn't really know what to say anymore...
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Post by Jgains on Oct 7, 2003 23:15:27 GMT -5
Ryten stared down at the ground then glanced back up at him " is... is there anything else that you wanted to know..? im sorry if I havent been doing a good job at telling you about things..."
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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 7, 2003 23:19:57 GMT -5
Dainket shook his head. "I don't know........so many lies...no endings to questions, so many secrets." He looked at Ryten and sighed. "I know nothing about everything..."
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Post by Jgains on Oct 7, 2003 23:24:43 GMT -5
Ryten frowned staring at his son " im sorry dainket... im sorry that I couldnt be there for you... its clear that I was a failure in life, and a failure as a father..."
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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 7, 2003 23:27:34 GMT -5
Dainket frowned....he really didn't know what to say. What his father did was wrong so he couldn't tell him it was alright. So, out of his cold heart, all he could say was;
"It's done and over now, it's been 23 years....nothing can be done." He sighed and looked out the window again.
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Post by Jgains on Oct 7, 2003 23:30:44 GMT -5
Ryten sighed as he stood up " Dainket do you hate me for what I did? Your grandfather said that you probrably would hate me... if you do I understand, most people did hate me in life... so I dont see why you would be any different especially after what I did..."
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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 7, 2003 23:35:13 GMT -5
Dainket sighed. "I.......don't hate you but whet you did was very wrong....See, i didn't know why you killed yourself....they said you weren't strong enough to be a father. After years of thet drilled into my head......i grew to hate you...but is that not understandable?" he looked back at Ryten. "Now since I know why you killed yourself, some of that hate has been lifed off my shoulders...."
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Post by Jgains on Oct 7, 2003 23:46:56 GMT -5
Ryten nodded slightly as he looked at him " yeah thats understandable I guess..."
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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 7, 2003 23:50:20 GMT -5
Dainket walked to the bed and sat down. "So.....you're in heaven with mom? I thought you'd be in Hell since you shot yourself, I'm sure Uncle Minsu is there." He felt so bad for Cel, Gabi and Ulrica.
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Post by Jgains on Oct 7, 2003 23:53:45 GMT -5
" I... I was in hell, but my mother erranged for me to be brought back into heaven to be with them... I should be in hell though its where I belong... im no different than any other suicide"
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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 7, 2003 23:58:02 GMT -5
Dainket nodded. "I guess mom really loves you. She must have had a horrible time getting you back." He sighed and shook his head. "I don't think I'm going to die of old age."
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Post by Jgains on Oct 8, 2003 0:00:59 GMT -5
Ryten sighed as he looked at him " dont do what I did dainket... its not worth the pain that you recieve afterwards... I want you to find somebody and be happy. I dont want you to turn out like me at all... I shouldnt even have been born thats how pointless I am... the only two good things I ever did where marry your mother and bring you into this world..."
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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 8, 2003 0:04:42 GMT -5
"I don't think bring me into the world was one of your good things.....I'm a failure in most everyone's eyes. They judge me even before I fight in a tournament. They say i'm just another weak branch of the San family...." He sighed and looked down.
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Post by Jgains on Oct 8, 2003 16:42:12 GMT -5
Ryten shook his head " you arent weak, nobody in our family is... your mother and I have both watched down on you dainket for a very long time and... you have made us both very proud"
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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 8, 2003 18:34:40 GMT -5
Dainket frowned. "It's hard to believe that...I've done nothing to be proud of." He sighed and looked down at the floor.
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