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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 6, 2003 22:02:27 GMT -5
Dainket frowned. "I guess that's where i got my wings from. i only saw them once, maybe they don't work anymore....I never told anyone, no even grandpa." he sighed and shook his head. "the only person that was even close to mom is Uncle Minsu......but he never really liked me. He died 2 years ago, he shot himslef in the head. I felt so bad for Aunt Ulrica...." He looked up at Ryten and sighed. "so then what?"
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Post by Jgains on Oct 6, 2003 22:09:26 GMT -5
Ryten frowned " yeah I... I know that hes dead..." he sighed staring at the ground " well your mother had ended up running away from me...." he sighed not saying why " and I ended up going after her... she took off into a space ship that she high jacked on her own. I got in barley before she could get away... I basically confessed to her how I felt about her, it didnt matter though she still loved Raganu"
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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 6, 2003 22:12:53 GMT -5
"She seemed like a very independant woman." he laughed a bit then sighed. "So this Raganu guy......did she ever find him?"
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Post by Jgains on Oct 6, 2003 22:27:03 GMT -5
Ryten shook his head " Raganu died in the war, and I am eternally greatful for it as cruel as it sounds. If she would have found him then I wouldnt have married her and I would have ended my life a lot sooner. She was the only thing keeping me together in life"
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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 6, 2003 22:41:28 GMT -5
Dainket smiled slightly. "I guess you really love her. I....guess I can understand why you wanted to be with her when she died......" he looked down and sighed. "you should have taken me with you...."
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Post by Jgains on Oct 6, 2003 22:45:16 GMT -5
Ryten nodded slightly " yes I did love her but I didnt want to take you with me... I wanted you to grow up and have some sort of a life Dainket. If you where to just die you would have no past at all... nothing to talk about as of a life..." he sighed staring down at the ground " I wanted you to have what I couldnt have, and that is happiness"
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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 6, 2003 22:54:28 GMT -5
Dainket sat back and sighed. "I haven't found much happiness since grandpa died...Then Minsu died....and well.......i guess i have a lot of issues..." he didn't want to tell him about his cousins.
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Post by Jgains on Oct 6, 2003 23:01:05 GMT -5
Ryten nodded slightly " im sorry to hear that... you know the two of us didnt turn out that much different thatn one another... funny that our attire even turned out the same"
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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 6, 2003 23:04:21 GMT -5
Dainket nodded. "ha.....yea, so it did. What brought mom around to start loving you? How and when did you get married.....where did i become part of the picture......i want to know so much dad...."
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Post by Jgains on Oct 6, 2003 23:07:55 GMT -5
Ryten scratched the top of his tall black and blue head then nodded " on the way to the military graveyard on the moon... she discovered she had feelings for me but she still loved Raganu more than me... it wasnt till she found out that he was dead that she and I could get together... from then on we came back to earth and got married a month later"
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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 6, 2003 23:11:06 GMT -5
Dainket frowned. "so you're saying that mom really never loved you...does that me i didn't come from love, just lust." he hoped that wasn't the case, if it was.....he didn't know what he would do....
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Post by Jgains on Oct 6, 2003 23:16:11 GMT -5
Ryten shook his head " your mother and I love each other very much, when ever I would question her well... it would break her heart... when we died I thought she was going to leave me for Raganu... that was when I new for certain that she loved me for sure... she stayed with me and always has stayed with me. I cant imagine being with anyone else and neither can she..."
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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 6, 2003 23:19:36 GMT -5
Dainket smiled a bit. "But you still had me before you really knew that she loved you..." he sighed and shook his head. "oh well......do you think when I die....if i'll be a child in heaven or an adult in your eyes? how does that work? can we choose what age we want to be when we live in heaven?"
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Post by Jgains on Oct 6, 2003 23:24:10 GMT -5
" Well... most people choose to stay when they where in their prime... particuarly in their mid twenties... its what your mother and I chose... well we really didnt get a chance to get older. Their arent many children up in heaven... even the ones that died when they where children chose to become adults."
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Post by Rikugurl on Oct 7, 2003 18:36:20 GMT -5
"When I go.....I'm going to choose to be a child. I figure that grandpa knew me best as a child and well........you and mom never really met me as a child and I think mom would like a little boy to hold." He stood up and walked to the window, frowning.
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