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Post by Jgains on Feb 5, 2003 20:52:12 GMT -5
He slowly turned facing her his face was blushing "Im not thinking about anything nothing at all..." He new that she would see right past his lie because of his face. Quickly he turned back aroung trying to avoid it. he whispered to himself "I need to stop this foolishness If i keep thinking of that it will only hurt the both of us even more than this already is"
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Post by Reno on Feb 5, 2003 20:55:17 GMT -5
Kitty smiled. he was such a funny lier, "yeah right. i can see that blush. don't try and hide it."
Kitty smiled more as her mind wandered, "wanna do it again? for old times sake?"
now why the hell did she say THAT?! her mind must really be gone. but it felt so... right.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 5, 2003 20:59:44 GMT -5
He let out a deep sigh. "we cant... we just cant kitty... we arent together it wouldnt be right even if we do love each other..." He burried his head deeper into the couch. Josh new he wanted to give in but he couldnt he felt he would be betraying them. The thing that kept bothering him is that he knew it wasnt truly betrayal since he hadnt met her yet. But he new he had to find her to complete it and everything about his life. After that he would go searching for his death till the end...
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Post by Reno on Feb 5, 2003 21:01:52 GMT -5
Kitty stood and walked over to him. she put a hand on his shoulder, "Josh... you know it is... if anything... they will never know." she kissed his cheek.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 5, 2003 21:10:04 GMT -5
He wanted to turn around and kiss her but he couldnt he new that if they were to do it again she would expect him to stay with her for ever and be hers. But he couldnt be with her he didnt want to break her heart again. "Kitty... i dont want to hurt you again if we do so i wont be able to stay with you i have to finish finding what im after.."
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Post by Reno on Feb 5, 2003 21:14:18 GMT -5
Kitty wanted him so much. she knew he wanted the same, "no. it won't mess up anything." she was starting to kiss his neck. she just couldn't resist.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 5, 2003 21:18:09 GMT -5
he couldnt refuse her he pulled her down to him kissing her lips gently. Slowly he began crying but it didnt stop him he slid his tongue inside of her mouth twirling it around her spining around getting ontop of her he reached down for her pants pulling them down slowly.
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Post by Reno on Feb 5, 2003 21:21:30 GMT -5
Kitty moaned lightly while their tounges danced. she felt so many emotions running through her. she wiped away his tears running her hands through his hair.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 5, 2003 21:24:04 GMT -5
Slowly after a while he had removed both of there clothing. Josh pulled away from her breaking away from the kiss "kitty are you sure you want to do this... I wont be able to stay with you. I have to..." he shut his mouth sitting upwards staring towards the ground not knowing what to do or say
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Post by Reno on Feb 5, 2003 21:29:39 GMT -5
Kitty sat up smiling at him, "Josh i'm sure. trust me. i'm sure."
She put her hand behind his neck inviting him into another kiss letting her tounge roam inside his mouth. she knew he could never stay but this was something she wanted no matter what.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 5, 2003 21:37:35 GMT -5
OOC: dont read this if your young and not mature please and thank you
He got back ontop of her bringing his body as close to hers as possible and kissed her in a very passionate way. Slowly he pushed himself inside of her moving gently through her. Slowly he slid his tong her mouth moving it around slowly. He was happy to be with her this was the greatest feeling he had ever had. He was with the one person that he loved the feeling of being with her brought him true happiness but he new that he would lose it all soon enough....
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Post by Reno on Feb 5, 2003 21:42:20 GMT -5
Kitty moaned against his mouth. she felt happy. she felt estasy. she just loved being with him. everything he has done was so different. why would he ever want to lose it? it didn't make sense to her but as long as she had now.. she just wished it would never end.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 5, 2003 21:45:29 GMT -5
After a long time of making love to her Josh collapsed getting off of her. He had laid down right next to her but was still holding her in his arms. He never wanted to let go of her what they just had together was special to him something he would never forget as long as he lived. She was the first person to ever bring out his gentle side in so many years. Josh slowly wrapped a blanket around the two of them and smiled at her
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Post by Reno on Feb 5, 2003 21:50:48 GMT -5
Kitty smiled back at him. she was so happy. she still didn't want anything to end. he was the first person she ever loved and trusted like this. not even Reno could do that. she smiled at him and kissed him gently laying her head on his chest, "i love you," her voice whispered as she was dirfting off to sleep.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 6, 2003 0:38:47 GMT -5
slowly he sat up reaching for his clothes as he put them on. He walked towards the window staring outwards he new this life was going to end. His happiness with her would just shatter completely. He grasped his dragonsblade tightly as the flames circulated around his hand "The dream will end soon enough a happy dream that i have lived these past few days..." He didnt know why he called it a dream he new it was all real maybe it was the fact that all his life was so depressing he thought of it impossible for him to really be happy...
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