The Smex Chronicles!

[Reno]

Unfortunately for Riku, Sora was exactly new to his tricks. He had been his boyfriend for three years and his best friend for even longer - he knew all the signs of the 'Naa-naa I just won't say anything and there's nothing you can do about it' mode.

The brunette tilted his head before taking a step forward. It was time to try a new angle. He took another and another until he was standing right beside Riku. He reached out, grabbing the wrist of the hand with the knife in it - he really didn't want it in his chest - cradling it gently.

"Riku, I promise it's not bad. Trust me." Sora purred, voice low like it usually got when they were in the midst of foreplay. "In fact it can be really, really good." He reached up a hand, running it up along the edge of the others shirt, fingers dancing across the bare skin of his stomach.

[Rikugurl]

Aquamarine eyes grew darker and darker with every step that Sora took, and not in a good way. They watched from the corner of his eye as his chopping got a bit more forceful. A snake ready to bite but giving off a warning to the poor soul who decided to mess with him. Of course he would never, ever, EVER think about implanting the knife in his lover but his blood was definitely boiling.

His eyes watched mistrustfully as they looked down at Sora's hand as it grabbed his wrist and the knife stopped cutting through the fruit.

His teeth grit as he listened to the other but it was the touch of his skin that blew it.
The silverette slammed the knife into the cutting board before pulling away violently. That wasn't the only violent thing he did either. A nice shove made his lover slam into the fridge, knocking some seashell magnets onto the floor as the furious eyes were on him.

"YOU NEED YOUR FUCKING EARS CLEANED, SORA? I SAID NO AND WHEN I SAY NO, I MEAN IT!" He snapped, his silver hair astray before he stopped pass the brunette and stormed to their bedroom. He walked in, about to slam the door shut when it was caught. Angry eyes shot back and the silverette growled once more as he saw the brunette right behind him.
"GET AWAY FROM ME!"

[Reno]

Sora felt the other yank away, hearing the violent noise of metal cutting into wood. His blue eyes went a little wide bu before he could react he was pushed away. He gave a little cry as he stumbled backwards and winced as he hit something hard and cold, the metal humming under his skin. The refrigerator.

He grit his teeth angrily as Riku screamed at him, the other's voice almost so high he was surprised the windows didn't crack. Wow, he was really pissed.

He watched Riku skin around, silver hair flying everywhere out like a furious blaze as his lover stormed away. But he knew he couldn't leave it at this. He pushed away from the fridge and hurried after the other towards the bedroom, hand reaching for the door as it came swinging for him preventing it from slamming shut.

His boyfriend only got further infuriated, but Sora stood his ground pushing open the door and walking towards the other. "No, Riku. I'm not backing down anymore whenever you want me too. You need to stop being such an egotistical, selfish, stubborn GUY and realize that I'm part of your life now and I have needs and wants too and if your not going to listen to them I'll MAKE you listen!"

[Rikugurl]

Riku blinked as he listened to Sora, his eyes only becoming wider before his usually pale, calm face started to turn red and full of anger. "I may be stubborn but am NOT egotistical and selfish, SORA! I didn't go on the other side of Kingdom Hearts so YOU could go home instead of me. I didn't fight the darkness that was in my heart so that I could just go home to be with YOU. I didn't become the darkness and take another form because I didn't want YOU to see me like that. I didn't fight side by side with you so I could protect and help YOU."

He growled as his eyes closed and his fists formed.
"I didn't offer you to live with me because I wanted to be with YOU. I didn't clean, cook, and make this house look nice for me and YOU. YEA SORA!" His eyes opened, looking more angry than ever. "I SURE AM SELFISH BECAUSE I DON'T WANT YOU TO FUCK ME!" He huffed before pointing at the brunette. "Drop it right now because that want of yours is not a need and if you don't need it, don't bother. This is that last time. You. are. not. topping. me."

[Reno]

Sora's own eyes were started to darken further with anger but he took a few deep breaths to keep himself calm as the other yelled at him. But it was hard, his body starting to shake as he tried to steel himself down.

And at the final words though, he snapped. "ARGH!" He charged the silverette tackling him down, the two cries both of them falling onto the bed. They wrestled for a few moments, fists and feet flying in ways they hadn't fought for years - not since they were kids.

But eventually - despite Riku's obvious muscle and height advantage, Sora was able to pin his friend to the bed, holding down his wrists in a strong grip. Both of their faces were flushed with fury and their eyes wild for blood as they panted for breath.

"You just don't get it Riku. You are egotistical, you ARE selfish." Sora said suddenly, lowering his voice. He was getting sick of yelling. Riku looked about ready to say the same thing he just had but Sora cut him off. "Yeah you know I know you protected me and yeah I know you cook and clean. So yeah Ri, you're a great friend and an awesome maybe too nice of a roommate - but that's not ALL we are. We're boyfriends Riku and I just don't think you're getting that!"

The other started to struggle under him and yell back. Sora frowned, looking around their messy floor as if hoping to find something to gag the elder with - maybe a sock - and found something better. He let go of one of Riku's hands, artfully dodging the others flying fist as his body laid atop the others and his fingers curled around something on the floor. His tie.

He sat up only to wince as Riku's free hand hit him hard in his collarbone. He forgot all about gagging the silverette and instead grabbed the others wrist, pinning it down next to his other. He wrapped the soft silk around them swiftly, tying them together before he tied them to the headboard so they were locked and trapped. "Phew!" He sighed in relief looking down at the other and put his hand over his mouth to stop his yells. "Riku listen to me. Please."

He wasn't sure if it was his pleading tone or just the other getting tired, but he seemed to quiet down and Sora let go of his mouth. "Alright." He sighed as he settled more comfortably on Riku's stomach - hell he wasn't risking getting kicked! - and looked down at the other. "I'm not trying to make it sound simple or anything but you want to know the two big differences from a friend and a boyfriend?" He paused. "Physical touch and communication. And you know what? You suck at both."

Riku looked like he had slapped him, completely offended. There was no bigger insult than implying a guy was bad in bed. He sighed. "Not like that." He tilted his head. "Ri, things have changed since we got together. Little by little. And I didn't notice at first cause I was younger and stupid and thought it was all natural - but I know in my heart we've got some issues we need to start working on... or we're going to be in trouble."

He paused then continued. "You remember the day you got that job as a waitress?" No nod or shake of the head, but he could see in the others eyes recognition. "I just came home from school and suddenly you had a job. When I asked you about it you said we needed the money. I let it slide then - I shouldn't. It was stupid of me too - you never TOLD me we were in trouble at all. I know you didn't want me to worry about it that my midterms were coming and I needed to concentrate on school not money and getting jobs too and stuff but..." He waved his arms, eyes conflicted. "This. This home of ours is my concern too! How could you not tell me?! We should be supporting each other Ri I don't like feeling like I'm just staying here for free and you're doing everything! I love you Riku, I want to HELP you make decisions!"

He swallowed and looked down, concentrating hard on the colors of his lover's shirt. "But that's not all. You decide EVERYTHING. Alone. Always. That was okay when we were kids - but it's not anymore. At first this was okay but now it's getting a little... controlling." He looked up at the other as he started to fight back, his eyes narrowing. "What about just ten minutes ago, when I brought up the topic? You wouldn't even let me state a case you just threw it out the window! It's not the first time you've done that either! Yet, no matter how much I argue with you, you never listen!"

He frowned, speaking softly. "Riku do you know how that feels when you dismissing my ideas, my concerns, my opinions? It feels like your dismissing me. And the scariest thing is, you're starting to like it." That got a reaction the silverette's voice rising, but Sora glared down at him. "Don't you dare lie to me Riku Mizushima! I am connected to your heart and soul and I felt it - that very second I stepped back you were PROUD of it! You were proud you could make me go away. And that hurt. A lot."

The furious blue orbs looked deep into aquamarine. "But this time Ri there's no getting away from me until you hear me out. You want to know why I want to have sex with you? Why I want to do something for you besides just a kiss, a hug or a blowjob? No it's not just because I think it would feel good or it would be a 'cool' new angle for us to take in our sexual adventures or whatever." He smiled then, suddenly, as he placed his hand over Riku's heart. "It was just like when we shared your soul but... something we can do as many times as we like. I want you to feel what I felt that day and feel every time since our first time. The trust I had in you, the courage in myself they were both great feelings Ri. But there's more. I felt loved and appreciated and cared for."

He lent down until their foreheads touched, their eyes unable to break contact. "Ri, each time we make love, you make me feel like the most special person in the whole universe. Like... like there is nothing beyond those stars you ever found worth more than me." He breathed out slowly, and said softly, "And I want you to feel those same things Riku. You deserve that. You deserve to know how special you are to me, beyond what my words can say. That you ARE my land, my sun, my everything."

Slowly he pulled away, giving the other space, and said softly. "Do you understand what I mean?"

[Rikugurl]

Riku could feel the anger boil up, an anger that seemed more like a phantom feeling but he knew where it was coming from. However, it only made his own feelings double as he growled before his eyes widened, suddenly being charge.
"A-AAH!" He cried as he was slammed into and knocked down onto the bed.

"AUGH!" He growled back as his fist started to fly uncontrollably, some of them being blocked, some of them not so much. He struggled, trying to get out from under the brunette, kicking and kneeing his way but somehow, Sora overpowered him and he was pinned.
He panted, feeling Sora's own pant in his face and the silver strands that were all over being blown off. His teeth showed once he somewhat caught his breath and Sora started to speak.

They parted as he was about to bark something out when he was cut off, making his eyes narrow even more. At the last statement though, he was going to say something even if he had to scream at the top of his lungs... but he didn't have to. "I get that Sora! I don't see what the hell I'm doing---" He stopped as he saw Sora looking around. "Are you listening to me!? How can you say that I'm being a bad boyfriend when you're---!?"

His eyes widened as his hands were let go and a draw back fist was able to release energy, hitting the other as it came down. The strength that Sora seemed to be hiding came back and his wrist were pulled up as he squirmed underneath. "SORA!" He growled but blinked as he tugged on the restrains hard...but it wouldn't budge. "LET ME---MMMMMPH!!!" His eyes widened even more as a sweaty hand was placed over his lips and slowly his eyes rolled to look into blue.

A large sigh was pressed against the pads as his body relaxed and slowly the hands were taken from his mouth.
When Sora started to talk, his mouth gaped a bit and his eyes grew darker.
WHAT DID HE JUST SAY!? He was about to say something else but... Sora stopped it when he made it more clear.
It was also at that point that it was obvious that he would have to finally listen to his lover.

The subject wasn't going away tonight.

His pale eyes slowly turned and looked into the blue as he was asked the question.
"Waiter, Sora. I was a waiter." He put plainly, with some old anger behind it that couldn't be helped. Sora didn't seem to care as he continued...and Riku only listened, not another comment. His mind started to wheel, remembering that time last summer when money was tight and Sora was always tired from school. He only did what he thought was right. Sora was working on school while he was doing nothing...and he couldn't catch all the food by himself and he was too old to ask his mother to buy him groceries.

He needed to get money coming in the house...

His thoughts kicked back and he frowned. "Controlling!? Where the hell are you---"
He was cut off once again and he continued to frown as Sora continued... but it was another statement that brought the rage back. "WHY THE HELL WOULD I LIKE CONTROLLING---" Eyes glared down as Sora snapped back. He opened his mouth but...he knew Sora was right, a sigh only coming out as he looked away slightly.

He never thought of it that way....

The pale man swallowed as he listened to Sora's voice get softer, a gentle hand on his heart. He had gone through Sora's known speeches, feeling like a practice sometimes when he was too young to care and was more interested on getting out to sea or racing. This one was working like it had with everyone else... and Riku slowly realized that he was... blessed to have a person who could speak their heart.

When their foreheads touched, his eyes slowly looked up into the others as he breathed out shakily, releasing all the anger still bottled up.
Deserved it? Wasn't he just egotistical and selfish a minute ago? Why would he deserve....anything?
His eyes softened though when he heard Sora's very last statement.

He took a deep breath as Sora pulled away and slowly looked away. "Sora.... I know what you mean...." He paused before closing his eyes. "You're my sky... and I know I wouldn't be able to breath without you. I guess I'm just...." He paused again, his face a bit red from nervousness and unsettled. "I guess I'm just.....just.....scared...."

For Riku, that was a big thing to admit...

[Reno]

Sora listened to his lover's short response and he smiled some, his heart warming at the other's words. Gosh they were such saps.

But at the parting response, his own eyes sparked with recognition and understanding. Of course, he knew for Riku this was something he did not easily say; he never, not even as a little kid, liked to show weakness or fear. He was never afraid to go in the Secret Place and face the 'monsters' that Sora heard (it was just the wind whistling through the hole in the ceiling) and he never ever had a nightlight.

"I know," He murmured softly, reaching up and brushing away a few strands of the other's hair that had fallen into his face. "So was I." He chuckled. "I was a lot. You know, you could of just... talked to me about it, considering I already went through it."

He paused as he reached over, grabbing the tie and easily untying it - he didn't need it anymore. He rolled the silk around his fingers as he looked down at the other. "You know something I always admired about you Riku? That you always... so brave." He blushed a little. "I always felt like... such a coward compared to you when you'd go off and face all the imaginary monsters and sneak out at night and stuff." He laughed a little. "So whenever something scared me when you weren't around I always told myself to be like you."

He shrugged and smiled. "I know you've got enough courage to face this too Ri, whether it's tomorrow, or next week or next year. I'm not gonna push you into it or anything, not until you're ready - but it is something we should at least be able to talk about. For now I'm just glad you listened." He lent down, his lips brushing the other's softly.

[Rikugurl]

Riku nodded softly as he listened to the other, his mind thinking some as Sora talked. He realized that 'boyfriend' wasn't just a title. It was a whole different change. The same from being a friend...to a best friend. Best friends did more... hung out more, had sleep overs, were picked first before anyone else.
Being a boyfriend was a whole new level. A level that wasn't as easy as just being a title.

A level that wasn't completely natural...and things had to be learn. He had to learn a lot of things... because he wanted this new level to go even higher one day...and once Sora was his husband... even more would be learned. Learn that he will have to swallow his pride sometimes and that it was ok. That they were equal... One could be better at something while the other was better at something else... but as long as they both could do it and decided together who would be the one who could deal with what.

Balance was an essential part of being together. He already knew he would give his soul, his heart, his life for Sora....he could give him more.

His eyes closed as Sora leaned in and their lips met, replying softly as his free wrists now reach up and wrapped around the back of Sora's neck. They shared slow, loving kisses before Riku pulled away, his lips still close to the others before he looked up into the blue. "Knowing me... I'll go back to being stubborn again tomorrow... So please, Sora.... make me feel loved and appreciated and cared for tonight...because I'm not scared anymore...when I'm with you like I am now..."

[Reno]

Sora hummed as they kissed slowly, just enjoying the others presence, the reassurance that even if they fought or disagreed or things weren't quite perfect, Riku still wouldn't leave his side nor he his, because their love was much stronger than that. How many people could say they met their soul mate when they weren't even old enough to ride a tricycle?

He pulled away some to gain his breath back, looking deep in the lovely ocean shade of his lover's eyes. But as he spoke, his own blue eyes widened. Was Riku... was he really?

"Are you sure?" He whispered softly, moving away some so he could see Riku's entire face, seeing the expression on the other's face. It seemed a little afraid and uncertain... but trust and love was winning out on it - for now. "Are you really sure?"

The silverette didn't pause to answer him. It was a positive.

His mind got carried away, imagining Riku, naked, under him, crying out his name, legs twisted around his waist as they moved together in tell tale way, bodies glistening with sweat and -

Sora's heart rate started to pick up some and his body temperature to rise, both from nervousness... and arousal. He swallowed hard. "Okay..." You can do this, You can do this! He mentally cheered. Riku wasn't the only one who was scared. If he messed up, or did something the other hated he'd never get another chance at this.

Worse yet... he could really hurt Riku, if he wasn't careful.

But he knew what to do. Knew ways to make it slightly easier on Riku that the silverette hadn't know to do for himself because they had to learn it all together. So, he smiled. "Alright."

He lent down, brushing his lips across the other's softly. "Riku, if at any time you want me to stop... just say the word, and I will." God knows he did that often enough. He waited until the other promised he would and finally Sora relaxed some and tilted his head, kissing the other a little more forcefully, their lips moving together in a familiar dance. His tongue brushed along the seam of the other's lips and, once the other opened his mouth, he slipped his tongue in brushing it against Riku's.

[Rikugurl]

Riku nodded as the question was asked. "Yea..." He said softly, wondering exactly what he was getting himself into. He knew that this had to happen eventually... and it was better to do it now when he felt confident.
When the question was asked again, he could only nod slightly as their eyes met once again.

He suddenly shifted a bit as another phantom feeling came over him as Sora started to get aroused. Had he been thinking about this for awhile now?

Sora came close and all of Riku's thoughts disappeared as he continued to listen. He nodded, their lips brushing up against each other as he spoke. "Alright..."
When the brunette's lips pushed against his, his eyes closed as he moaned softly, feeling the slight force behind it.

One of his hands wrapped around the back of Sora's head, the soft hair pushing between his fingers. Slowly he opened his mouth, letting the other in to explore and Sora wasted no time in doing so. This tongues danced as their heads shifted every now and thing. Riku pulled away some times, biting the other's lips before swiping his tongue over it and capturing Sora's once more.

"Sora..." Riku whispered before the kiss continued, his other hand running down the younger's side.

[Reno]

Sora hummed at Riku's actions, moaning softly against the other's lips - but slowly he was beginning to realize that he was already losing the control of the situation. He wasn't exactly experienced at being dominate.

But he was going to figure it out, even if it killed him.

He pulled away from the kiss, sucking on Riku's bottom lip, his blue eyes darkening with lust. He pulled away, his body shifting above the other until his legs were straddling the silverette's thighs the more sensitive parts of their anatomy brushing almost teasingly. He nuzzled his nose under the other's chin, making the other tilt his head up and he started to devour the other's neck, sucking and kissing and nipping any available inch of skin, and leaving a few developing hickeys behind.

He left the others neck soon though to kiss along the others jaw line and gave a tantalizing lick along the other's earring line, hot breath panting across the sensitive skin.

[Rikugurl]

Like Sora, Riku was having a tough time as well. Only he was having a hard time being submissive. He had to hold back every muscle in his body not to pounce on the other and take complete control. Not to start undressing him or reaching into his pants.
This was going to be...hard.

He swallowed as Sora pulled away and shifted, moaning softly and uncontrollably as he felt his member being pushed on by the other. His fingers clawed at the other, not being able to wonder under Sora's shirt and up his spine as he came closer.
His neck arched and he panted some as sensitive parts of his neck were licked, including his Adam's apple and collarbone.

A shiver ran down him as his earrings were licked and that was when he knew it was over. Blood rushed down towards his member as he moaned, shifting his hips as they grinded up against the other's. "Haa..." Why did he get his ears pierced again? "Sora..."

[Reno]

"Nnnngh," Sora groaned as he felt Riku's hips move against his. He grinned, grinding his own hips down the movements sending pleasurable sparks up his spine. "Uuuhn..." He groaned softly, placing his hands on the bed and lifted his body up so he could get a better leverage. Doing so, he completely pinned down Riku's lower body, practically ceasing his movements.

However that was okay. Sora smiled down at the other as he started to roll his own hips, putting pressure on the growing bulge in the other's pants. "Riiiku~" He groaned softly, not stopping his torturous movements as his hands laid out on the others chest, running slowly across the fabric, feeling the muscles twitching underneath the shirt.

He hesitated as he reached the frayed ends of the clothing - everything felt so different when he was in this position. He swallowed and started to push up at the other's shirt, drinking in the sight of the pale skin and toned abs he never got tired of looking at. Once he had the fabric bunched at the other's collar his hips stopped - much to Riku's displeasure - and Sora shifted again until he was able to easily lean over the elder's torso.

He knew two of Riku's favorite pleasure spots - his ears... and his ribs. So that's what he went for, running his tongue along the grooves of bone.

[Rikugurl]

"Mmmnnnnaah...." Riku continued to moan through his teeth as their hips started to grind together in a rhythm that he knew all too well before the times when they're clothes came off. It wasn't fun back in those days... ejaculating in your pants. It was rather messy.

His eyes became sharp and dark however as that thought was push out of his head as something pushed against his other one. His hips could no longer move and his gaze turned back to Sora who seemed to be a bit... out of sorts. He gave Sora a small smile before he suddenly gasped, feeling a hard friction against his pants that sent a shiver up his spine, making his neck arch. "Aah!"

Fingers gripped onto fabric, holding back the urge as Sora shifted and pulled away only for the brunette to pull at his shirt and slowly lifted it up.
Riku's pale, toned abs that he had created with long, daily jogs and a hour of sit ups every day were exposed to the cool air, twitching as the fabric tickled the small hairs on his skin. His shirt was pushed all the way up, past his nipples and under his armpits. Pale toes curled as Riku just watched, not knowing how to react but his body took care of that.

"Haaa!" His back arched as a wet and delicious tongue ran over his rips, making his member pulse and his nipples harden. Fingers ran through Sora's hair as Riku shifted, trying to pull away from the pleasure but it was no use. Not even realizing it, his other hand reached down and pulled at Sora's shirt, attempting to pull it off as well as his hips dipped, looking for friction.

[Reno]

Sora couldn't help but feel a little proud of himself at he heard the other react under him, groaning softly as he felt the other's hips brushing up against his abdomen. He had to quickly throw out the idea of moving his body up and just continuing were he left off - he had to hand it to Riku, this took a heck of a lot of self-control!

He could feel the others hand moving at his own shirt and he ignored it for now, kissing his way up to the other's nipples, sucking down on one of the little, already hard beads. He shivered, goosebumps rising as Riku moaned, chest heaving with his pants. He gave similar attention to the opposite nipple before suddenly sitting up, carefully worming his legs inbetween Riku's. He grabbed the other's arms and coaxed him into sitting up, tugging off the other's shirt the rest of the way before crashing their lips together in a frenzied, passionate way, tongues dancing between them.

The shirt was flung somewhere, unnoticed, off the bed as Sora's fingers tangled into silky silver strands deepening their kiss even further. By the time he pulled away, they were both panting hard but the brunette didn't stop there. He brought his lips down on the spot between the other's neck and shoulder while his fingers teasingly ran along the shell of the silverette's ear and the other hand ghosted down the other's spine. The reaction was delicious, the elder arching and trembling against him, chest vibrating with the loud moan.

"You like that baby?" Sora asked, his voice husky as his hand passing the pant line and running along the curve of Riku's ass.