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Post by Reno on May 20, 2003 23:45:01 GMT -5
"i don;t mean lost on the outside josh," Kitty said letting her words hang in the air like frozen pieces of water stiuck in time. she ran a hand through her hair and smiled but did not say anything. she stared at the sky. whenevr she lost hope... she found it there.
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Post by Jgains on May 20, 2003 23:47:05 GMT -5
He looked at her and frowned then stared back down at the ground. " Im not lost in the inside either... I know where im heading in life and I know that I am making the right choice...." he had to be making the right choice it was what he had been after for 2 years... all that he had thought about night and day. He sighed staring down at the ground
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Post by Reno on May 20, 2003 23:49:56 GMT -5
"you seem to be because of me," kitty muttered, "once i get the chance i will come looking for you so you can see our child alright? its a promise. i owe you it."
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Post by Jgains on May 20, 2003 23:52:55 GMT -5
He nodded slowly but didnt look at her " yeah someday I would like that... if you ever get the chance... you remember where Ill be living right? At costa del sol I showed you the home..." Slowly he looked back at the hotel hoping Tifa wouldnt come outside looking for him
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Post by Reno on May 20, 2003 23:56:10 GMT -5
Kitty nodded, "yes i know... once i get the money i will come," she muttered lowly, "and of course after out child is born."
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Post by Jgains on May 20, 2003 23:57:59 GMT -5
Josh nodded slowly " if you want I can help you with money if you need it... I mean I am the childs father the least I can do is pay child support or something to help you"
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Post by Reno on May 20, 2003 23:59:25 GMT -5
"no josh. i got by life how i was in Midgar alone. i can make it by here alone as well. but this time i'll have kids. and that makes it funner." kitty said and sighed.
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Post by Jgains on May 21, 2003 0:03:23 GMT -5
Slowly Josh stood upwards as he looked down at her and nodded " fine suit yourself but your only making things harder on you" he frowned he wanted to help but she wouldnt let him... why not? He wanted to atleast help with his own child... he sighed sadly staring down at the ground as he turned and started to walk back to the hotel " im leaving tommorow at noon... if you want to say bye I wont mind and if you dont... ill understand aswell"
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Post by Reno on May 21, 2003 0:10:37 GMT -5
"no i'm saying my goodbyes now," and without warning Kitty grabbed oneof his arms and whirled him around so he was facing her and she kissed him full on the mouth. it was probably there last kiss ever. no it WAS there last kiss.... the sweet taste of him never left but she feared she did something wrong... kissing just will never be the same...
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Post by Jgains on May 21, 2003 0:16:13 GMT -5
Josh pulled away from her and frowned as he shook his head " dont kitty... we cant it wouldnt be right for the two of us to kiss alright... I... im with Tifa now and I cant betray her at all even a small kiss like that..." he frowned as he broke away from her and turned around " I do love her a great deal alright... its not that I dont love you its..." he frowned and stopped talking
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Post by Reno on May 21, 2003 0:18:56 GMT -5
she understood now. the kiss was wrong because... he lost his feeling for her. she scoffed tears coming in her eyes again, "OH JUST FORGET IT!" she screa,med out loudly and turned and ran off. se seemed to be running a lot lately. tears were pouring down her face to her neck. she felt sick... so sick.
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Post by Jgains on May 21, 2003 0:21:50 GMT -5
Josh frowned sadly as he watched her run off he did love her and it only hurt so much to let go of her like this... Slowly he turned walking back to the hotel walking up the steps and back to his room.
As he walked to the bed he laid back down next to Tifa getting under the covers with her and held her close to him. He sighed sadly not sure of what to do... right now Tifa was his only happiness and if he ever lost her he would go insane...
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Post by Reno on May 21, 2003 0:25:47 GMT -5
Kitty sighed walking into her apartment. her whole body was shaking from tears and running. she shut the door leaning on it. more tears came and she felt so sick.... she wandered into thre bathroom and throw up in the toilet shaking.
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Post by Jgains on May 21, 2003 0:28:13 GMT -5
Tifa woke up as she felt his arms wrapping around her she looked at him oddly " w..where did you go?" she asked tiredly Josh frowned "nowhere just go to sleep tommorow we leave its going to be along day..."
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Post by Reno on May 21, 2003 0:43:17 GMT -5
the next morning Aeris was gathering things. it was getting closer and closer for them to leave. she was in no real rush she just didn;t weant to lose anything.
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