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Post by Reno on May 8, 2003 20:52:40 GMT -5
Knemo blinked and smiled then walked over towards the stall, "are you sure it was me? several people have called you that among other things. i'm not a prep in this school. i would have no reason to call you anything. unless of course i had lost a large amount of blood. the i have no control over my actions," she said looking at the wall. readings off all kinds, "pitiful some people are. thinking writing can make love bind forever," her hands crossed over the names of love devotions, "you're writing is here too it seems. no one seems to like it. strange people are. greedy and power hungry monsters."
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Post by Rikugurl on May 8, 2003 20:59:26 GMT -5
i looked up at her. "know on understands." I stood up and walked to the sink again. "they don't understand what I'm saying, how i feel." I looked at myself in the mirror. I punched it and the glass fell. Shattered glass, so fragile. Like myself. So easy to break. "Someone is cuting my rope and it's down to the last string." She looked up at Knemo. "Just because you don't say mean things, doesn't mean you don't think it."
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Post by Reno on May 8, 2003 21:05:55 GMT -5
Knemo turned slowly and pulled out her dagger, "i understand more then you think. the only blood ever shone onto this dagger is my own," she cut her arm quickly, "i leave scars for every on i kill. its not many but my guardian forces my to. i work for my food i'm locked in a celler alone and forced to carry a gun everywhere. you think i like my life? tyhats bastard killed my parents. i took two scars for it. crisscrossing. i barley knew them but i really don;t care. do you know what its like to be 7 and shoting a gun off in one hand while trying to get food in he other at the same time? i don;t think you do. if i fail to mis a target i miss out on food." she sighed running a hand through her hair then looked at her arm which was still bleeding. she licked away the blood on her dagger and but it away.
"noa i'm not one to judge to much. i must admit i thought you were being a bit rash in the showers but nothing more. i donlt jugde people unless i personally know them. so that means i can call my guarddian a bastard all i like."
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Post by Rikugurl on May 8, 2003 21:17:38 GMT -5
I looked at her arm. "You can't tell me your life. I won't understand. That's why i don't bother telling others mine. they won't listen or understand. I don't even know what I am. I'm not like you and anyone here. I'm not human." I scratched the scar around my neck where i was chain to the bed. "It's a dead spot. me and you will never be noticed. i believe it's too late even if they tried."
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Post by Reno on May 8, 2003 21:21:05 GMT -5
"wel theres always one way. the cowards way out." Knemo said, "but after all... i noticed you. i notice everyone."
she took out a gun and looked at it, "of course suicide was never my first choice." she exaimed it and glanced at Noa, "but if you want i can... pull the trigger on you. if you really want it all to end that is."
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Post by Rikugurl on May 8, 2003 21:25:51 GMT -5
"I'd rather kill myself. In my own room. Not here where i am hated." I walked to Knemo and took her gun. I placed it my mouth and pulled the trigger. the bullet went through my head and out the other side. the hole mended together quickly and i handed back her gun. The wall was covered in blood and it ran down the wall. "It wouldn't work anyway."
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Post by Reno on May 8, 2003 21:29:07 GMT -5
Knemo rasied an eyebrow, "very very strange," she said, "you better be careful or you'll wind up in an experimental lab," Knemo said and smirked wiping the gun and putting it away.
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Post by Rikugurl on May 8, 2003 21:32:49 GMT -5
"I'd wish they'd take me away. then I'll know what I am." i turned on the water again and took off my shirt. I soked it in the water and cleaned the blood from the wall. I sighed and threw my shirt on the floor. The bell rand and the hallways were quiet. I sank down in the corner and held myself. another day in the bathroom.
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Post by Reno on May 8, 2003 21:36:59 GMT -5
Knemo sighed and laughed bitterly, "trust me you wouldn;t like it. its worse then it is here. it would be a slim chance you'd even fdigure out what you are. you definatly arenlt human and no cetra. maybe you can get into the space programs somehow. somehow youlll figure it out. its not like you'd want to go0 up to someone like professor hojo and say, 'what am i?' he'll go overobard."
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Post by Rikugurl on May 8, 2003 21:41:55 GMT -5
I sighed and stood up. "Doctor hojo can kiss my ass." i picked up the bloody shirt and put it back on. "there goes another uniform shrit. I'm leaveing." I waled out of the bathroom and down the hall. I wasn't coming back either. Lethim beat me to death. i will be better off. That bullet tasted good. It had been awhile since i did that. The gun had been in my desk for the last month, untouched. Maybe it was time to take an old friend out.
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Post by Reno on May 8, 2003 21:44:21 GMT -5
Knemo watched and sighed, "stupid fool. strong willed thouhg," she muttered and stood and walked out of the bathroom. she went in the oppostie direction. she woukld be glad to get out of here. she was late for an appointment anyways. bad for her. fun for her guardian.
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Post by Rikugurl on May 8, 2003 21:53:33 GMT -5
I walked to the main doors and the guard was there. "And where are we--" he slammed against the side wall. I walked passed him and out the door. No one would stand in my way. It was raining outside and the air was damp. I didn't know where to go. Not home, not now. i didn't have the state of mind yet. I walked down the street to where i first found him, the only person that understood me.
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Post by Reno on May 8, 2003 21:58:07 GMT -5
knemo sighed walking onto the top floor going outside. she looked down then jumped off and landed solidly. she glanced around then hopped the fence and walked off. she wasn;t bothered much by the rain.
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Post by Rikugurl on May 8, 2003 22:10:49 GMT -5
I walked into the ally and sat by the dumpster. This was when i ran away. this was where he found me, cut and beaten. he wanted to help. Help me. No one wanted to do that. I closed my eyes and let the rain fall on my face. the war had just started. I wondered if it would end. then we would be together again. I sighed. it was just a dream. where could you be Raganu?
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Post by Reno on May 8, 2003 22:22:28 GMT -5
Knemo started running down the streets. she heard a few noises and frozae and tyurned. behind her was a motercycle with a man on it. he flicked off his sunglasses, "well well well looks like you were running late!"
Knemo scoffed, "so what?"
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