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Post by Reno on May 4, 2003 18:26:30 GMT -5
OOC: OK EVERYONE not to be rude but no one else can join this but josh and me. this is a what if story. what if... josh never left kitty? you'll be reading this while me and josh write it!
Kitty sighed holding her daughter, Diana, tightly. tears were filling her eyes. she couldn;t believe it was over. it was really over. he was leaving her. Josh the one she loved so much. the one she... never wanted to let go was gone...
she turned and started walking back towards her old job. the bar she had worked at. she needed to collect a few things then she was out of here for good. she never will return here,. so many painful memories.
OOC: ONLY JOSH CAN JOIN! SORRY EVERYONE!
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Post by Jgains on May 4, 2003 18:31:07 GMT -5
Josh Frowned as he stopped slowly, he stared towards the ground not sure if he really wanted to do this at all. What if.. what if he was shown his future so he could avoid it.. As he turned around he looked off into the distance towards Kitty she was holding her daughter and walking off into the distance. He just stood there silently, He loved her why should he just leave her like that it didnt make any sense to him at all. Why leave and have grief in his heart...? Slowly he started walking back in her direction, he had decided he couldnt leave her not at all. He new her and didnt know this woman in his visions... it didnt matter to him anymore. He would rather be happy now then in the future. He would control his own life from now on.. not be told of it.
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Post by Reno on May 4, 2003 18:36:06 GMT -5
"many man is coming back!" Diana annocned cheerily.
Kitty froze then turned and looked at Josh, "whats wrong forget something?" she said in a not to happy voice. after all his dedication to wanting to be with this woman she was just sick of being in pain.
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Post by Jgains on May 4, 2003 18:38:59 GMT -5
Slowly Josh nodded to her " yeah I did forget something. Well more than one thing." Slowly he put his hand on Kitty's cheek as he brushed it gently " I forgot the one person that I truly love... the one person who broke me down to show me that I actually did have emotion in me. Kitty... I love you I... I cant leave you... not now.. not ever." He smiled slightly as he turned looking at her daughter " hi there kid"
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Post by Reno on May 4, 2003 18:42:37 GMT -5
Kitty started blushing then sighed, "so you mean it josh?"
"hehehe hi there many man!" Diana said cheerily then looked around at the area, "bad bad place!" she said and Kitty started giggling.
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Post by Jgains on May 4, 2003 18:44:26 GMT -5
Slowly Josh nodded to her " yeah sure why should I leave you there is no real reason is there? Kitty I could never leave you... I just cant bring myself to do it. Even if I am not meant to be with you I say screw the future. I wont let it tear down my happiness any longer not ever again."
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Post by Reno on May 4, 2003 18:52:31 GMT -5
Kitty smiled and kissed him, "oooh kissy kiss!" Diana said and giggled being here sweet innocent self. she didn;t exactly know what a kiss felt like but she say several boys and girls do it at the orpahnage.
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Post by Jgains on May 4, 2003 18:54:59 GMT -5
Josh kissed back for a brief second as he pulled away he smiled at her " so now we should get going right? If were going to start a new life together that is..." He looked back " not sure exactly where though that is going to be the hard part. Do you still want to go to Kalm or?"
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Post by Reno on May 4, 2003 18:59:02 GMT -5
"well first i have to go get a few things. can you watch Diana? i'll be right back it won;t take me more then a few minutes," Kitty said and ran a hand through her hair then looked down at Diana who was blinking.
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Post by Jgains on May 4, 2003 19:01:04 GMT -5
Josh nodded slowly as he looked at Diana down on the ground " um... yeah sure I dont see why not but... im not all that great with kids though.." He looked back at Kitty " just hurry up ok"
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Post by Reno on May 4, 2003 19:08:29 GMT -5
"you'll do fine," Kitty said setting her daughter on the floor kissing her forehead, "be good for joshy ok? i'll be right back." Diana nodded then watched her mom go away. the little girl clung to Josh's leg, "hi!" she said trying to not be scared but not like being on the ground.
Kitty sighed and soon found her old bar and walked in. how fun will this be.
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Post by Jgains on May 4, 2003 19:14:01 GMT -5
Josh looked down at Diana oddly "um... hi there kid.. do you want me to pick you up?" slowly Josh reached down for her as he picked the small child up holding her in his arms. " so um.. yeah.." Josh wasnt sure what to say at all he had never talked to children. For that matter he never talked to anyone at all since he had left shinra.
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Post by Reno on May 4, 2003 19:17:53 GMT -5
Diana giggled, "hiya!" she said then she reached up and grabbed one of the strands in front of his face. she lifted it and let it swing back into place. Diana started giggling.
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Post by Jgains on May 4, 2003 19:20:29 GMT -5
Josh blinked as he smiled slightly this was the first time he had ever held a child. It was very odd to him. It didnt bother him that much but he didnt like it either he didnt know why... " so did the people at the orphanage treat you well or was it bad while you where there?"
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Post by Reno on May 4, 2003 19:32:09 GMT -5
Diana smiled, "it depends on agey wagy. i got treated nicely cause i can;t do anything but the food was bad! very very bad tastey!" Diana smiled and giggled.
Kitty was walking back rubbing her head and she sighed. they NEEDED to move that pole. it was to close for comfort and very painful whenyou hit it.
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