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Post by Reno on Aug 30, 2003 20:01:11 GMT -5
Siaki struggled weakly and looked at Sean and sighed and stopped staying quiet.
Casey blinked floating in the air frowning. he glanced down at eve, rina and rufus then looked up ad made an annoyed sound.
Hojo sighed and looked at his watch, "you know you jibber jabber all day. Red maybe you should stop wasting your time and kill him." Hojo shrugged then disappeared.
Rufus looked at Eve and Rina, "come on... we better start moving."
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Post by Jgains on Aug 30, 2003 20:10:11 GMT -5
Red laughed as he swiftly charged at Raichu slamming his fist hard into his face knocking him back several feet. Raichu suddenly stoppe din mid air as he slammed his fist to his side and began to glow a golden color yelling out " Hyper Mode!" as he charged towards Red spinning back driving his foot hard into his gut.
Tenks picked up Yolana as he began to fly off " we better head to the Magus's tower its the only safe place I can think of"
Sean frowned as he remained silent he new she wouldnt talk to him for a while after this.
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Post by Reno on Aug 30, 2003 20:20:58 GMT -5
Siaki was looking at her hands which were sdhaking and she struggled to hold back her tears. she clutched onto the edges of her shirt holding it tightly enough to turn her knuckles white.
Yolana nodded mutely looking around looking scraed. she had never really seen to may fights and se didn;t really like violenc. se clutched onto Tenks and shut her eyes.
Casey glanced at Tenks as he passed and blinked. he looked back and saw the three walking off. he muttered something then turned and followed Tenks.
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Post by Jgains on Aug 30, 2003 20:34:50 GMT -5
" Im sorry but if anything your brother deserves to die if he did. He never deserved a second chance Siaki" Sean continued flying as he glanced back towards Midgar he had finally gotten out of its borders.
Tenks glanced back at Casey then back in the direction of tower. " where in the hell is he going?"
Holding his gut Red coughed as he lunged out at Raichu but missed as Raichu swiftly moved to the left countering with a hard round house to Red's face
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Post by Reno on Aug 30, 2003 20:38:26 GMT -5
Siaki staued quiet not responding. she wouldn;t dare tell him anything yet. no matter hoew hard she tried though she felt tears racing down her face. she hid her face and said nothing and cried silently.
"who?" Yolana asked blinking.
Rufus was looking at his sisters frowning. they were deathly hurt and rufus cursed himself for never learning how to fly.
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Post by Jgains on Aug 30, 2003 20:42:24 GMT -5
Tenks glanced back again " casey hes going the wrong way, hes going to get himself killed if he goes that way." Tenks suddenly came to a stop as he looked back
Sean frowned as he looked ahead, he could see the lookout tower in the distance. Magus would have someplace to keep them. The thing that irritated him the most was that Siaki couldnt see the truth. She never could... and this was why he felt they couldnt be together, not ever.
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Post by Reno on Aug 30, 2003 21:08:46 GMT -5
"should we follow him?" yolana asked curiously.
siaki bit her lip to stop a sob. she couldn't believe it....
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Post by Jgains on Aug 30, 2003 21:11:39 GMT -5
Tenks shook his head " no he will be fine I think..." he then turned and began to fly off again.
Sean flew down to the ground setting her down " You know what screw it im giving you the choice right now Siaki! You go back with your brother, or you come with me. But if you chose your brother, I swear you will never see me again"
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Post by Reno on Aug 30, 2003 21:50:34 GMT -5
Yolana nodded, "alright."
Siaki looked at him and rubbed her eyes then looked at him glaring. her eyes narrowed dangerously and her eyes sparked with rage. she frowned for a bit then hr face screwed up into a scowl and she glared at him, "did you even bother to think or even ASK why i care so fucking much about Rufus? about MY family? or at least what i consider family? no i don;t think you did..." her voice dropped down to a whisper on the last sentence then she rasied it again, "i love you Sean i really do... whatever i love i care about like no other don;t you know that? Sean i love my family. i always have and always will. they were there for me. they risked their lifes for me. they HELPED me when i was raped beaten sick hurt scared sad... they did more for me then you ever have... and maybe ever will."
Siaki took a deep breath and looked at him with confidence, "you're making me hate you thought Sean. you won;t try to understand me. you don;t love me you love the shell of me. you love nadra the little lost weak girl who was only the seed of the real flower. you're just hoping to have that weak little girl back in your possession. you want a slave not a lover. you want someone who doesn;t know her family her friends her life. her past. you want the girl who has no future without being forced into it. you don;t want her to chose her life you just want her to obey..."
Siaki took another long breath and her eyes began to get more and more blue in fury, "without me there would be plenty of things that never happened. i can;t change the past i can change the future though. if my decision counts on being a slave or free i chose to be free. i choose my brother because between you and him i know who the better man is. its the person who loves me for who i am not the person who was never really there. you;d be lieing to yourself to say you loved nadra because she isn;t real. i am. i'm Siaki ShinRa and i'm a strong willed loving careing smart women who only wants the good to come to all. i'll never be Nadra again Sean. i'm not her she was never real. i canlt change my past or my familys but if it wasn;t for my family the good and bad things that happened may never have happened."
"if you STILL don;t realize what i'm saying Sean then yes i will choose Rufus. i know the true rufus its you who doesn;t. its you who doesn;t try to understand. you'll never understand me life and loves my hates and pains. my veiws and family. you'll never understand while you think you can own me the way you do. you think you can tear my family away from me. tear away my blood line and turn me back to nadra? i'll never be her! i love my family i love my life. i loved it more then i ever did with you! no Sean this is not MY choice anymore. i will not allow you to turn me into a slave a bitch and your mate to do whatever you wish to with her. i trusted and loved you and you are seriously damaging that, you can never love me if you want me as a slave."
Siaki looked at him pained and frowned then once more took a breath still confident, "your so stubborn and arrogant. i love them sean and you can;t tear me away. i love you too of course but i don;t love you if you;re turning me into something i don;t want to be, thats not love. but here is your choice. you either run away now or you try to understand me and my family. choose now." Siaki ran a hand through her hair and still looked at him steadly. her whole body felt so exhasted inside though. her emtions were running. but she wouldn;t turn and run. no not ever. she wasn;t afrid of the outcome. she knew whatever happened here it would be for the better.
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Post by Jgains on Aug 30, 2003 23:06:15 GMT -5
He stared at her blankly for a moment then looked back " I never new you as Siaki so... your basically saying we never fell in love." Slowly he turned around " That also means we never met... so we dont know each other either..." he sighed staring at the ground " I told you then... and I will tell you again, you are blinded by your love. That is the only weakness that there is in families. Siaki good bye... and ill tell you that im sorry that we ever met, and truly more now than ever. I know that I never loved you because there was nothing. Nadra never existed, she was a ghost, and so are you. So just leave my sight, I want nothing to do with you. Im leaving to the tower, and if I see you or your family there I will kill them."
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Post by Reno on Aug 30, 2003 23:16:19 GMT -5
Siaki shut her eyes then opened them, "nadra never existed i did. and no loving your family is not a weakness. its a strength. you'll just never see that." she walked up to him and rasied her hand, "i do love you. but you deserve this." she then slapped him turned and walked away, "goodbye..."
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Post by Jgains on Aug 30, 2003 23:23:20 GMT -5
Sean turned around as he grabbed her arm gripping it tightly pulling her back to him. " You are lucky I dont just hurt you now for that! Its because of your beloved fucking family that mine is dead! All I have now is my daughter! I have nothing! Both your father and Rufus had dealings that my family where caught in and they where killed! So dont you dare give me that fucking crap!" slowly he let go of her arm and sighed " you cant expect me to forgive any of them for the crimes they have commited. Not one of them... they are... there monsters... my mother my father... and my sister are all dead because of your family..." slowly he dropped down on his knees staring down at the ground as he began to shiver.
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Post by Reno on Aug 30, 2003 23:35:05 GMT -5
"and so you believe rufus can not change? can not be forgiven?" Sikai asked curiously, "go ahead and hurt me for all i can care anymore. by the way your not the only one who hates my father. i hate him as well. i hate hojo and i hate what he;s done to us. but not giving anyone a chance sean... well it sounds like your scared to me."
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Post by Jgains on Aug 30, 2003 23:39:00 GMT -5
" your... your a fool... your an idiot if you think anyone that would dare take an innocent life deserves a second chance. Anybody that would kill an innocent deserves to burn in hell! That includes your entire family! You know what im surprised your not like them. There all monsters, even so if I dont kill them the world will do it. Just like they hunted down the turks after shinra broke down they will hunt rufus down and kill him. No matter what you do Rufus will die and go back to hell where he belongs. It was his fault my sister died. He sent those men to kill Raichu instead they killed my sister! For that I can never forgive him!"
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Post by Reno on Aug 30, 2003 23:45:25 GMT -5
Siaki kneeled down to his face staring into his eyes, "that is the reason we can never be together. not my family but our veiws." her eyes narrowed, "everyone deserves a second chance. if you promise to change your ways of course. i have no knowlegde of what rufus did once i turned 16 and hojo threw me off that cliff. i had no control over what happened nor did i be able to give my veiws or thoughts to anyone in ShinRa. i knew something was wrong with rufus before hand but i suppose it would be my fault that i didn;t pay enough attention to him or sephiroth. you have no idea how bad i feel about what happened for its all my fault."
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