You know what i hate...

[Reno]

I hate people who say they aren;t against something and really are.

is when people say they aren't against something and really are!

everyone one this site knows i think i'm bi. i know that for a fact cause of the old love and junk board >< and even if you don't... YOU ALL DO NOW!

well... i have one friend that has told me ever since 8th grade she wasn;t against it, but just today i was wearing a shirt that had this anime fairy girl on it and she was really pretty. no... let me rephrase that:

SHE WAS HOT!

and so... i told them that.

>< but... my friend was all like, "lizzie could you..."

then another friend of mine (who was a guy) said this, "i'm gonna pretend you didn;t say that. lizzie don;t tell us that!"

and my friend was like, "exactly. that was what i was going to say."

i have some bastard friends apparently. and some people wonder why i think of suicide. whats the point if not even your friends accept you?! yeah sure everyone on this board does or i pray to god does but i wonder if thats all that keeps me from picking up a knife. *shakes her head* oh yes and a certain promise i made to a certain someone.

saddest thing was the girl who had said that i have a crush on... *cries* this is about as fucked up as it can get for me.

[Keitaro]

its in my nature to try to comfort people when they say things like this, but there's really nothing i can come up with that will help you... i know you don't want to hear what everyone is going to say... "if they don't accept you for who you really are then they really aren't ur friends"... but its about the only thing there is to say.... but i will say this, you'll find someone, someday, who loves you for who you are. i know you will

[deathshadow]

if it was me me sorry! I was like Patrick today not there...i was thinking of something...i think...I THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE! BUT CHII IS CUTER! oh yea ill find you a pic of her! *huggles Chii plushie* MINE! okay...i read it all now...i thought it was cute. Chii is cuter! *little spamyness moment sry*

[Reno]

*sighs* not everyone ends up with someone shawn. and i just feel i'm going to be one of those people. i have ever since i was a kid.

oh sure i fall for people but either i don;t have a chance, they won;t date me, or it screws up my friendship with them. i just wish someone would love me now...

haha don;t have a heart attack carol it wasn;t you. it was mary and phillip. and don;t worry i think Chii is pretty. i just liked my anime fairy a lot.

[Mike]

its also posible that they were just giving you shit.

[Keitaro]

Reno said:

*sighs* not everyone ends up with someone shawn. and i just feel i'm going to be one of those people. i have ever since i was a kid..

i never said everyone did, i said you would

[deathshadow]

Maybe....I don't know i wasnt over there...sorry bout that...

[Reno]

man then they must hate me -.-'.

maybe i will.

and carol, its not your fault. so don;t be sorry.

[deathshadow]

do what? kill your self? No, if they hate you thats their problem. Lauren thinks im weird cause i told her i slit both of my wrist...for some reason i think its fun..

[Reno]

*rasies an eyebrow* carol thats kinda scary.

and no not kill myself. maybe i'll find someone who loves me. yeah... right. *rolls eyes*

[Mike]

Deathshadow said:

do what? kill your self? No, if they hate you thats their problem. Lauren thinks im weird cause i told her i slit both of my wrist...for some reason i think its fun..

i know alot of girls that do that, sign of depression, its apperently away of releasing your pain. Its better you stop tho, you could cause nerve damage and leave scarring.

[deathshadow]

I did it when i was 8 and my paretns where getting devorced and my dad wanted to keep me which i would of been okay with but he dkicked the bucket, bit the dust

[Rikugurl]

Reno said:

*rasies an eyebrow* carol thats kinda scary.

and no not kill myself. maybe i'll find someone who loves me. yeah... right. *rolls eyes*

Hey! I love you!!!

[Mike]

Vintage said:

Hey! I love you!!!

me-ow

[Rikugurl]

ZeroCloud said:

me-ow