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Post by Jgains on Mar 13, 2003 17:41:58 GMT -5
Sean held her up close to him as he rested his head on the pillow he smiled. " Siaki i hope your right... I dont know what I would do if they dont accept us..."
Raichu was in the front room tending to the shop bordley scrolling through the computers looking for information on Ayame... he wasnt having any luck what so ever. " damn thing what the hell..."
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Post by Reno on Mar 13, 2003 18:23:40 GMT -5
i smiled, "they will.... i know a few people who i'm certain will. don ;t worry." i smiled at him and nuzzled his neck tiredly. i didn;t think that was gonna take a lot out of me.
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Post by Jgains on Mar 13, 2003 18:27:16 GMT -5
Sean kissed her gently on the lips then pulled back and smiled at her " lets just hope that you are right." The truth was sean didnt want anything to do with her family he new who they where what they did, he new everything about the Shinra family... everyone did..
Raichu slowly turned off the computer screen then walking to the guest room slowly by himself. He sat down on the bed staring towards the ground then laid backwards staring up at the ceiling as he let out a brief sigh.
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Post by Reno on Mar 13, 2003 18:36:13 GMT -5
i fedlt he was lying. i sighed sadly and closed my eyes and fell asleep. i wanted to hear no more.
in my dreams i was walking along a hallway. it was coated with blood. blood of men. their were slashes everywhere. sword slashes. THIN sword slashes. pieces of silver hair.... Sephiroth!
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Post by Jgains on Mar 13, 2003 18:42:45 GMT -5
Sean held her tighly up close to him as she fell asleep " Siaki... I wish you could understand I dont want a life with your family I just want one with you... and our child if you have it..." gently he kissed her cheek then laid back down smiling at her.
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Post by Reno on Mar 13, 2003 18:47:44 GMT -5
i frowned a little in my sleep and rubbed again Sean. it was getting worse. and i felt cold. i was always cold when i was asleep.
blood everywhere.... the screams were like endless howls. it was horrible,.
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Post by Jgains on Mar 13, 2003 18:50:34 GMT -5
Sean slowly started drifting off to sleep he wasnt sure what to tell her about how he felt but he new he would he had to. He loved her and he had to be truthful with her if they where going to have a good solid relationship, he didnt want to lose her not after this night.
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Post by Reno on Mar 13, 2003 18:52:25 GMT -5
i leaned in closer to the warmth. i was so nice....
my dreams were getting worse. it changed. i heard screams of a boy. a young boy. i saw drops of blood hit the wall. something was going on. i looked around the room but saw nothing else.
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Post by Jgains on Mar 13, 2003 18:55:40 GMT -5
Sean slowly woke back up he couldnt sleep he had to talk to her about he felt. He began shaking her to wake her up " Siaki... wake up ok I have to talk to you about something its important." Sean continued shaking her he had to wake her up.
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Post by Reno on Mar 13, 2003 18:57:10 GMT -5
"mph...." i grumbled and opened my eyes. i looked around, "it's not morning. why we wake in the night hours?" i looked up at him confused.
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Post by Jgains on Mar 13, 2003 19:02:52 GMT -5
Sean let go of her and sat upwards leaning against the back of the wall looking at her and sighed " Siaki... I dont want anything to do with your family at all... im sorry, you dont realize it because they are your family but they are evil people. You just cant seem to accept it and you dont believe me either thats because they have kept you concealed from the world. I mean truly have you ever seen how they treat us common people? We are nothing but flies to them they dont give a damn about us at all. Both your father and your brother.... " he sighed sadly looking away from her " and now you hate me... I understand if you dont want anything to do with me... its just that I wont have anything to do with those evil people there killing our planet..."
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Post by Reno on Mar 13, 2003 19:12:42 GMT -5
i frowned. so this is what it was about! my frown deepened, "you're wrong. about my brother at least. ok here's my story. i know it's true too. i rembeered it but i didn;t tell anyone about it. my father killed my sister and my mother. he killed my sister because i refused to get married to this one guy. my mother was killed because of Rufus and me always defying orders from him. my father was the one who pushed me off that cliff.... because Raichu was alive. since he had not died i paid for it. do you understand now? if me and my brother DON'T do what he wants.... someone we love dies. it doesn;t matter if its little or big. someone dies or pays for it. useually when its me it;s Rufus who gets hurt and vise versa. Reno had to join because his sector would of been broken away if he didn't. in that same sector Tseng and Rude had come along. anyone who joins ShinRa is killed if they try to leave. Hojo... well he came on his own but his son was tochured to insanity.... Sephiroth. it's not his fault for what he did. do you understand? do you understand why we can;t do anything. our father holds so much power... we can;t do anything."
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Post by Jgains on Mar 13, 2003 19:17:29 GMT -5
Sean shook his head " you actually think it was your fathers order than had raichu beaten half to death? You have no idea what so ever. Rufus is a cold blooded killer with no compassion, it was he who ordered Raichu to get hurt. He had money bet against raichu at that fight, Raichu won the fight, rufus then had his thugs take care of raichu when was tired out and couldnt defend himself dont give me that crap siaki. Your brother hides behind a mask infront of you. I have seen him kill inocent people and there is no excuse for that, and the turks they kill, they rape, they pillage there the lowest scum on the planet. Everyone from shinra is! For all i care they can all rot in hell!"
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Post by Reno on Mar 13, 2003 19:26:37 GMT -5
i glared at him but didn;t say anything. i slowly got up and got on my clothes slowly while speaking, "you know maybe this was a mistake. i thought you could understand but you don't. you're the one who has no clue. none what so ever."
i turned and gave him a harsh glare, "MY FATHER WAS THE ONE WHO GAVE ME THE SCARS AND MY BROTHER HEALED THEM! but i still wear them. where i get my coldness is from countless times of being raped by my own father. whenever i am hurt Rufus helps me. he promises when he is in charge everything will be better. i believe because i know his true hurt. he hides his real feels. he'll only show me how much pain he really is in. i seen him cry bleed everything. he has a heart. he wishes he was dead sometimes. but no. he will not die. after our father is gone he will rule and make this place better. you just watch. you'll regret not believeing me. oh yeah i'm going on my own. i don;t need to listen to anyone anymore. not if they can;t believe me. Sean i love you but if you can;t understand whats really true i can;t stick around and be hurt listening to you badmouth Rufus. if my family is so cold why aren;t you dead? because WE aren;t. my father is. maybe one day you'll realize that!"
i growled angryily and turned and walked out slamming the door shut. i was dressed again at least. i hate it when people think they knew everything. they don;t know Rufus at all.
i turned and walked out of the door closeing the door. i walked down the streets. i'm going on my own. i don;t need there help.
but even as i thought this i felt the tears run down my cheeks. i can;t go back. not after that.
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Post by Jgains on Mar 13, 2003 19:34:50 GMT -5
Sean sighed sadly as he sat there putting his clothes on it was pointless to go after he she didnt know... she was blinded she didnt understand... not at all... she could never understand him or anything at all. He just stared at the ground " its over then... it doesnt matter I can... I can just... I will live on my own then I guess so much for us meeting being fate, she can have my child on her own then if thats how she wants it." Sean laid back down staring up at the ceiling a small tear fell from his face " why cant she see past the lies that rufus tells her... why did she have to be his sister..."
Raichu slowly walked into the room looking over at Sean " hey you going to be alright?" Sean looked up as he sat down " yeah ill be fine... it just wasnt meant to be I guess. Ill just stay here forever I guess alone for the rest of my life." Raichu sighed looking over at him " just forget her sean she wasnt your type anyways ya know. you need somebody that will actually listen to you. She is just blinded by her family she wont ever see past it they have her brain washed its sad actually..."
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