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Post by Jade on Sept 25, 2005 2:57:37 GMT -5
" Its hard to be happy when you get forced into something like this..." she looked back at Siaki giving her a small smile " I should be fine though... thanks..." Siaki had really been there for her... talking to her... trying to comfort her telling her that Rufus wasnt realy that bad of a guy... but it still didnt change the fact that she didnt love him... " W... what did you think of the wedding...?"
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Post by Reno on Sept 25, 2005 3:06:42 GMT -5
Siaki snorted. "it was overdone. i can;t believe Rufus did that. i warned him but does he listen to his smarter and older sister? noooo. weddings are overrated anyways. its not like they're important."
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Post by Jade on Sept 25, 2005 3:14:27 GMT -5
" Yea... I think he wanted to make it known though... he tends to over do things... like his ceremony for becoming the new president? Now that was ridiculous..." she sighed leaning against the window staring down at the ground " I just want to get out of this thing... but Rufus stopped me and said to stay in it till he gets back... " she shivered slightly thinking about it.
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Post by Reno on Sept 25, 2005 3:17:10 GMT -5
Siaki frowned walking over to her. "you're thinking aboit whats going to happen soon aren;t you?"
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Post by Jade on Sept 25, 2005 3:18:52 GMT -5
She nodded slightly looking up at her " a bit... actually alot... im scared Siaki... ive never been... well you know..."
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Post by Reno on Sept 25, 2005 3:21:28 GMT -5
"you've never had sex?" Siaki sat next to her. "well rina;s always telling me that sex is nothing, just like i think weddings are nothing and i believe her. you should too."
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Post by Jade on Sept 25, 2005 3:24:11 GMT -5
She sighed staring downwards " I wish I could believe you... just like that... I just dont like the idea of a guy ontop of me or that thing inside of me! I know its natural but still... I dont even love him..."
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Post by Reno on Sept 25, 2005 3:27:27 GMT -5
"well... at least it'll feel good..." she said, trying to be reassuring.
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Post by Jade on Sept 25, 2005 3:29:33 GMT -5
" I guess... but thats still not the point... I wanted to do this with somebody that I loved..." she sighed glancing out the window " But I had to do this to protect the person I loved... I cant believe Rufus did that to me... threatening to kill Josh..."
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Post by Reno on Sept 25, 2005 3:33:48 GMT -5
"i'm sorry..." Siaki mumbled. "i honestly... don;t know whats gotten into him lately."
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Post by Jade on Sept 25, 2005 3:35:21 GMT -5
" I never knew him before this... so I couldnt tell you obviously..." she smiled at her slightly " Thanks Siaki... for trying to make me feel better about this...I know you mean well..."
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Post by Reno on Sept 25, 2005 3:39:41 GMT -5
Siaki smiled at her. "y-yeah..." she knew sex was a very touchy subject for a woman, it had been for her too... at least until after she lost her virginity...
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Post by Jade on Sept 25, 2005 3:41:58 GMT -5
She stood up walking back over towards the window and stared out... Shinra tower... it was huge... and they where at the top of everything... It really was a sight to see...
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Post by Reno on Sept 25, 2005 3:46:44 GMT -5
Siaki sighed glancing ast her then stood. "i suppose i should go..."
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Post by Jade on Sept 25, 2005 3:48:25 GMT -5
Tifa glanced back at her waving slightly " See you tommorow..."
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