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Post by Jade on May 5, 2004 21:00:51 GMT -5
Josh came to a stop and shook his head " no... as long as the demon in him is their he will only think about killing angels just as he bit Sol drawing his blood, if he was any older he would have tried to kill him"
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Post by Rikugurl on May 5, 2004 21:03:44 GMT -5
Mrah frowned as she walked over to him. "I see..." She looked down and laughed. "Leave it to me to have a demon child...I can't seem to do anything right...."
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Post by Jade on May 5, 2004 21:05:19 GMT -5
" You where always a good fighter" he said glancing back at her smiling slightly " dont put yourself down Mrah it doesnt suit you"
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Post by Rikugurl on May 5, 2004 21:08:40 GMT -5
She shrugged. "I guess you're right...I killed a lot of people though..." She sighed and looked at her baby. "I'm not much of a mother."
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Post by Jade on May 5, 2004 21:11:31 GMT -5
" Yeah... I really think you should go see Grim though." he said with a frown on his face " he may be mad at you but... your still his mother Mrah."
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Post by Rikugurl on May 5, 2004 21:13:20 GMT -5
"I guess I'll do that tomorrow..." She sighed and put a blanket over her son. She looked over at the small bed and smiled. "Can I stay here for the night?"
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Post by Jade on May 5, 2004 21:14:36 GMT -5
" Yeah... go ahead... I really dont see why not." he said staring at her then looking back " id better go check on Tifa... make yourself at home I guess."
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Post by Rikugurl on May 5, 2004 21:17:37 GMT -5
Mrah looked at him and frowned. Her eyes grew dark. "I'm sure she's fine..." She walked to the bed and sat down.
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Post by Jade on May 5, 2004 21:19:30 GMT -5
Josh shook his head then turned and walked out of the room as he started to head down the stairs. She new something was wrong or else Mrah wouldnt have come upstairs. This wasnt going well at all... Mrah still felt the same way about him and it really just creeped him out
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Post by Rikugurl on May 5, 2004 21:26:39 GMT -5
Mrah frowned. "Who the hell am I kidding?" She stood and threw a book across the room. "I will never be satisfied will I? I will always be seen as a child to them!" She walked up to the crib and looked at the baby. "They don't see the evil that is inside of me do they? They think it is child play..." She reached down and brushed the baby's cheek. "They still all adore me because I was the one with the cute pigtales and great big smile. And what about Josh? Why do I even think of him...I'm only hurting myself...giving myself a strong weakness...and you." She glared at the baby. "You will only become a new weakness that I don't need...."
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Post by Jade on May 5, 2004 21:30:54 GMT -5
Josh came to a stop when he heared Mrah yell when he turned and headed back up the stairs. He stood there at the door staring at mrah " that child is no weakness... its a strength." he said walking in as he aproached her " Mrah your not a child... your an adult and your free to make your own descisions my child... I know you better than anyone. You arent evil, you have a good soul... your just confused like when I was your age..."
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Post by Rikugurl on May 5, 2004 21:37:29 GMT -5
She spun around and looked at him. "I am nothing like you! You never loved someone you couldn't have! You never hid yourself away from the truth that you love a family member...You don't know the pain I have been in since I grew these feelings!" She fell to her knees and weeped. "You never felt the hurt of a loved one feeling aweful...one that is so nice and caring and that I hate because of this emotion..." Tear ran down her face as she closed her eyes. "I feel like a child in a candy store...I can have every candy but one; the one I want the most..."
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Post by Jade on May 5, 2004 21:39:49 GMT -5
Josh sighed as he walked up to her kneeling down as he hugged her " Mrah... please dont cry... im married child... and im your grandfather..." he rubbed her back trying to make her feel better. Even though she had those feelings and it wasnt right... he still cared for her as his grand daughter...
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Post by Rikugurl on May 5, 2004 21:43:28 GMT -5
she looked at him and frowned. "You don't think I know that?" She looked at him in the eyes and bursted out crying.
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Post by Jade on May 5, 2004 21:44:45 GMT -5
He held her close as he stared down at the ground... he just didnt understand how Mrah had attained these feelings...
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