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Post by Reno on Mar 25, 2004 23:15:33 GMT -5
Rufus frowned, "listen. you have your faults and i have mine. you're the only one here though that can really care for this family not me... and all three of the kids love you. please Pann we need you."
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Post by Jade on Mar 25, 2004 23:17:46 GMT -5
Pann sighed resting her head on his shoulder as she closed her eyes. " funny... I feel differently about that... im so worthless... no matter how much I take care of you all... Rufus ive worked so hard, the least you could do is respect how I feel and not..." she then shut up not wanting to talk anymore, she felt like she couldnt trust him anymore...
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Post by Reno on Mar 25, 2004 23:20:13 GMT -5
"pann i... i do. i'm just sick you hating my family."
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Post by Jade on Mar 25, 2004 23:22:01 GMT -5
" Then you shouldnt have married me!" she shouted breaking away from him " you should have married some one who could have accepted your family because I cant! I cant..." she stared at him with a frown on her face " and if... if hating them makes me a bad wife then I dont deserve you... or my children..."
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Post by Reno on Mar 25, 2004 23:23:55 GMT -5
Rufus looked at her frowning, "no, i don;t deserve you is the problem. i donl;t even deserve to be alive. besides... no one will accept my family."
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Post by Jade on Mar 25, 2004 23:25:50 GMT -5
Pann frowned staring at him as she stood up " then please... leave me alone about it..." she said staring at him with a frown " I hate them... and I want nothing to do with them ever... god maybe... maybe we would be better off if we seperated... since you cant stand me hating them..."
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Post by Reno on Mar 25, 2004 23:27:18 GMT -5
Rufus winced a bit, "Pann... i..."
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Post by Jade on Mar 25, 2004 23:29:03 GMT -5
" what... you cant possibly tell me that you arent sick and tired of me... I nkow im not perfect Rufus but... I do love you and thats why I have worked so hard for you and this family..." she closed her eyes sitting back down on the bed looking away from him " sometimes I feel like im doing it all for nothing..."
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Post by Reno on Mar 25, 2004 23:31:58 GMT -5
"you aren;t Pann. i'm sorry i guess i haven't really appreciatedall you've done fpr this family as of late. and i'm sorry for that..." Rufus frowned.
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Post by Jade on Mar 25, 2004 23:33:20 GMT -5
Pann looked away from him " I dont know if I can believe you..." she said tilting her head downwards " god I just want to die..."
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Post by Reno on Mar 25, 2004 23:36:13 GMT -5
Rufus frowned, "Pann please don;t kill yourself! if you do i swear i will to!"
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Post by Jade on Mar 25, 2004 23:38:04 GMT -5
Pann crawled over to him and stared him in the eyes " do you really love me that much...? a strong part of me was telling me that you didnt love me at all anymore..." she said placing her hand on his cheek
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Post by Reno on Mar 25, 2004 23:41:24 GMT -5
"yes i love you that much... i;ve always loved you that much," Rufus said looking back at her.
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Post by Jade on Mar 25, 2004 23:42:57 GMT -5
Pann sighed as she hugged him resting her head on his shoulder " god Rufus im so sorry..." slowly tears began to fall from her eyes and down her cheeks " I just wish that... that things where better between us..." she said hugging him tighter never wanting to let go of him
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Post by Reno on Mar 25, 2004 23:46:36 GMT -5
Rufus frowned and hugged her back, "i do too Pann..." he bowed his head tears running down his face, "i swear i'll do anything to make it better though."
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