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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 11, 2003 21:28:10 GMT -5
Stella blinked and smiled slightly. She wasn't sure if he was just doing this for her to stop whining or if he really ment it. She had to believe him though...she really didn't have anything left. Another tear ran down her cheek..."I'm the one that's sorry Dean...." she said hugging back.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 11, 2003 21:30:22 GMT -5
Dean sighed staring downwards not sure what to do or say... he just continued holding her in his arms. Did he still care for her? That was a question that he would have to reach deep inside himself too figure out...
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 11, 2003 21:35:52 GMT -5
Stella sigehd. She took Dean's hand gentle and placed it on her stomach. The baby was still kicking and she wanted him to feel...
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Post by Jgains on Dec 11, 2003 21:39:06 GMT -5
Dean smiled slightly as he pulled away as he looked at her in the eyes " its ours..." he moved his hand up as he touched her cheek as it brushed against it gently
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 11, 2003 21:47:02 GMT -5
She nodded slightly. "yea...." she looked down and sighed. She wasn't even sure if he was sure about things anymore....
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Post by Jgains on Dec 11, 2003 21:52:37 GMT -5
Dean frowned lifting her face back up as he leaned in kissing her for a brief moment then pulling away looking at her " I told myself a long time ago... without you I cant be happy... thats why I became like this... because I lost you...."
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 11, 2003 21:56:39 GMT -5
She looked away and closed her eyes. "I'm sorry Dean....I'm....so very sorry." she bit her lip as it started to shake, tears rolling down her cheek. She wished that she wasn't such a bitch...leaving him like that.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 11, 2003 22:05:52 GMT -5
Dean sighed hugging her tightly " just forget it... what happend, in the past its over... lets just think about what were going to do now..."
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 11, 2003 22:11:13 GMT -5
"Well....you can start by letting me go before this baby goes through my back in a moment." He was pressing his body hard against her stomach and the baby was pushing up against her ribs. She laughed a bit but got cut off by sudden coughing.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 11, 2003 22:12:20 GMT -5
He frowned letting go of her as he stared down " I... im sorry..."
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 11, 2003 22:18:13 GMT -5
She shook her head. "It's ok." she rubbed her stomach again as the baby went back into place. "I wonder what the gender will be..." she looked up at him and gave him a warm smile.
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Post by Jgains on Dec 11, 2003 22:21:56 GMT -5
" It... it doesnt really matter..." he said looking up at her " id care for it the same way..."
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 11, 2003 22:26:35 GMT -5
She nodded as she laid back down. "Soon I won't be able to lay down...I'm going to have to sleep sitting up in about 2 more weeks." she sighed as she pulled the covers closer to her chin. She sighed then coughed again. She shivered but she was quite warm...it was a hell of a cold...
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Post by Jgains on Dec 12, 2003 16:36:17 GMT -5
Dean nodded slightly " I... see..." he sighed looking back at her giving a faint smile " I bet... your just waiting to get it out of you arent you?"
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Post by Rikugurl on Dec 13, 2003 12:47:07 GMT -5
Stella looked at him and frowned. "I'm scared....I know that it's gonna be so painful...." She sighed and looked away. She was very scared....the pain must be worst than any wound.
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