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Post by Jgains on Nov 27, 2003 17:49:51 GMT -5
Josh frowned " she did didnt she...?" he let out a brief sigh then looked up at Rufus " I just dont... I cant rust her anymore, she was the one person that I ever trusted and for her to do that to me just shows me how..." he stopped there not sure how to finish...
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Post by Reno on Nov 27, 2003 17:55:47 GMT -5
"how distrustful people can be?" Rufus supplied, "listen Josh don;t put yourself down over this. if you think your an idoit for doing it your not. you were just living. it was Tifa's fault so i suppose if she loses you it actually will be her fault for not believeuing in you but tell me has she even tried to talk to you?"
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Post by Jgains on Nov 27, 2003 18:26:41 GMT -5
" She has tried to talk to me numerous time... and if you havent noticed weve been just arguing alot latley, its kind of obvious that our relationship with one another is dead"
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Post by Reno on Nov 27, 2003 18:31:49 GMT -5
"hmm you're possibly right." Rufus muttered thinking, "and your not willing to give her asnother chance?"
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Post by Jgains on Nov 27, 2003 18:34:15 GMT -5
" I would rather not risk the chance of her hurting me again... I belong at the city of the ancients anyways... I feel more at home there than any other place in the world... I did feel better with her but now that is gone"
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Post by Reno on Nov 27, 2003 18:38:59 GMT -5
Rufus nodded slightly, "i understand." he shook his head, "then you've decided?"
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Post by Jgains on Nov 27, 2003 18:42:49 GMT -5
" I... I told you already im leaving after the wedding... after the ceremony I will take my leave." he sighed gripping his dragonsblade then turning the chair sitting back down
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Post by Reno on Nov 27, 2003 18:44:17 GMT -5
"and you're certain you qant to do this?" Rufus asked, "nothing could change your mind?"
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Post by Jgains on Nov 27, 2003 18:52:23 GMT -5
" Perhaps if the time chambers werent destroyed in nosgoth... but thats before your time in another life." he said then laughed to himself "oddly enough the two of us are both young again... I only wish that..." he sighed staring at the ground sadly " I wish I new what it was that I did to make her do that..."
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Post by Reno on Nov 27, 2003 18:59:46 GMT -5
"why don;t you ask her?" Rufus inquired.
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Post by Jgains on Nov 27, 2003 19:01:13 GMT -5
" If I bring that up it will only bring forth another arguement... and I am tired of having them with her... before I died from that disease years ago things wehre so perfect and now... things arent how I saw them..."
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Post by Reno on Nov 27, 2003 19:04:07 GMT -5
Rufus leaned against the wall and nodded, "ok then. what if i asked her for you?"
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Post by Jgains on Nov 27, 2003 19:06:47 GMT -5
Josh frowned looking up at him " do what you want I really dont care... it doesnt matter... even that I do love her... things are over..." his right fist tightened, if anything he just wanted to be able to hold her and know that she loves him... and now... he had no idea what so ever...
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Post by Reno on Nov 27, 2003 19:10:36 GMT -5
"but you don;t want it to be," Rufus muttered.
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Post by Jgains on Nov 27, 2003 19:12:24 GMT -5
Josh stood up walking towards the stairs " oddly enough your right... I dont want us to break apart, I love her to much. But truly... I doubt things will change, not ever..."
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