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Post by Jgains on Feb 22, 2003 22:32:49 GMT -5
Josh looked towards her sadly "im sorry i couldnt stay kitty... i could of prevented the childs death." He sighed he felt pain in his heart he had another child that had died. Josh brought his hand up to her cheek and brushed her tears away "hey its ok dont cry you still have Diana and Casey, And now reno is here with you. Your going to live and have a nice happy family like youve always wanted...." Josh said that hoping to cheer her up but felt that it wouldnt for some reason...
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Post by Reno on Feb 22, 2003 22:42:58 GMT -5
Kitty sighed, "he won't stay.... Reno loves the way he lives he doesn;t like being tied down... he doesn't like... not getting what he wants. he likes how he is i don't think he's change it for the world."
Kitty sighed and buried her head into her knees.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 22, 2003 22:50:21 GMT -5
Josh sighed "kitty you might be wrong. He did come all this way to find you and Diana. His love for the two of you can bring change. Your forgetting how I changed I used to be a cold blooded murderer that worked for shinra. But look at me now, listen if I can change so can he." Josh smiled towards kitty "youve got to have more faith without it there is nothing."
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Post by Reno on Feb 22, 2003 22:55:49 GMT -5
Kitty looked at him frowning, "but you forgot all about me. i never did... i never forgot about anyone. nyis that bastard still is someone i can remeber. also Reno and you!"
Kitty shook her head and put her head in her hands, "he'll never change!"
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Post by Jgains on Feb 22, 2003 22:59:55 GMT -5
Josh sighed "I never forgot about you kitty... that day when you came for some reason before I saw you all I was thinking about was you. I was thinking about going and finding you I wanted to know if our kid was a boy or a girl. I have never forgotten you and I never will. My love for you may not as be as strong as it was then but ill never forget you." Josh slowly stood up "Never..."
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Post by Reno on Feb 22, 2003 23:08:40 GMT -5
Kitty looked up at him, "you weren't to happy to me not long ago. you seemed almost like you hated me."
Kitty hadn't forgotten at all. he wasn;t happy with her at all.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 22, 2003 23:12:22 GMT -5
Josh sighed "I was only mad because you called me a bad father. Plus the slap, nobody had ever hit me like that before for no reason. You attacked my ego and my pride that is why I was mad do you not remember." Josh grinned he thinking to himself that she better not of forgetten.
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Post by Reno on Feb 22, 2003 23:17:03 GMT -5
Kitty scoffed, "well you shouldn't have ignored Tenks like that. he was crying for gods sake! not to mention he's jealous of his own sister."
Kitty shook her head and sighed. her mind was racing.
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Post by Jgains on Feb 22, 2003 23:22:21 GMT -5
Josh glares "its not my fault hes jealous of pan! I do everything i can to spend time with that kid! Tenks just i just dont know about tenks he doesnt understand that me and his mother also have to take care of his sister. As a parent you should know that aswell. When it was only tenks all my attention went to tenks, he just isnt used to sharing the attention so dont go off about that on me!" Josh then walked off in the opposite direction of the house he needed to go out some more he would return later but not now.
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Post by Reno on Feb 22, 2003 23:29:28 GMT -5
Kitty watched him, "do you play with him?"
this was something she was really wondering. what did Josh do with his kid?
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Post by Jgains on Feb 22, 2003 23:34:52 GMT -5
Josh slowly turned "of course I play with him every single day! why wouldnt I he is my son his happiness means everything to me. If tenks isnt happy then I try my best always to cheer him up. Yesteday when he started to cry I took him out into the fields and trained him myself he enjoys that. I am not a bad father! I love my son understand kitty dont ever call me that again!!"
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Post by Reno on Feb 22, 2003 23:43:13 GMT -5
Kitty growled, "oh yeah ok sure. so you train on end when you think your gonna die? why don't you spend time with your family instead? if it may be the last time you ever spend with them!"
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Post by Jgains on Feb 22, 2003 23:48:08 GMT -5
Josh growled "I train so it wont be the last damn time i see them!!! I want to live damn it!! I dont want to die not yet i want to see my children grow up. I dont want to die before them at all!!!" Josh yelled loudly at her he didnt want to yell but it just came out. He didnt understand how he could be yelling at a person that he used to love so much....
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Post by Reno on Feb 22, 2003 23:53:08 GMT -5
Kitty felt tears in her eyes in realization. she understood now, "you once said when you die you'd face it proudly. when you die you'll die happy. yeah you're preventing it aren't you? AREN'T YOU?! you could have preventing from getting with Tifa to be with me! NO YOU DIDN'T!!! SO INSTEAD YOUR PREVENTING YOUR DEATH FOR THEM! HELL YOU DIDN;T LOVE ME AT ALL! YOU DIDN'T CARE FOR ME AT ALL! NO ONE DOES!" her screaming was loud. she was hurt deeply by this. he really didn't care...
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Post by Jgains on Feb 23, 2003 0:01:09 GMT -5
Josh saw her crying "you dont understand at all kitty. I did love you but you would of done the same damn thing!!! If you would have seen your children before they where born you would never of tried preventing there birth!! You dont know anything at all!! My thoughts changed I love my Kids and my family!!! I wont lose them not ever!!! You can just go to hell for all i care if you dont understand that!! You dont understand at all how it is the dreams i have there tearing me apart the visions are to much for me and im probrably going to die from them instead of any damn creature!!!!!" Josh stormed off he didnt want to take it anymore he ran down the street as fast as he could he needed a break away from all this.
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